Intending a brand new life for me and mine

[Nimo]

I have hit rock bottom...the only way to go is up!!!! Over the last one month, i have given myself courage to live the life i want...no more sitting around waiting to be taken care of or rescued. i owe it to myself to give me what me needs.

I've began journaling to ease stress and hold myself accountable and i must add, i enjoy this thoroughly!!! journaling has opened me up because then i can be totally honest with myself and critically analyse my thoughts, actions, feelings and desires. i am luuuurrrrving this!!

i have discovered that i want more from this life...it may not be riches or wealth (it may as well be though), it may bot be to get whisked of by a billionaire ( i wouldn't mind) but am starting small. am giving me the opportunity to work towards bettering my life and making it magical.

Enough about that. I am intending for myself;

a) A six figure monthly income in the next 6 months or less (one that is payable at the end of the month)

b) A closet full of beautiful clothes, shoes, bags and accessories to replace the tatters i now own and to boost my esteem.

c)An offer for a permanent job that i am good at and will thoroughly enjoy

d)A romantic relationship in the next 6 months, with a sweet, romantic, clean, faithful, attractive and financially stable gentleman (of course the actual intention carries more qualities than this)

e)A house for my son and I that is comfortable, clean, affordable, easily accessible and safe.

f)To complete my doctorate in the next year and a half without financial struggles.


Please allow this to happen for my highest good and that of all those concerned.

[Zas]

Wow, your journey sounds to be a really exciting one. Keep up the attitude! I'd be really excited to hear about how it works out. Of course, it's really nice and wonderful to hear about your state of joy and excitement now.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Nimo

Please allow this to happen for my highest good and that of all those concerned.[/I]

I give you permission/co-creation

Do yourself 1 favor though.. don't give up or surrender if you run into roadblocks/challenges..

[Nimo]

Thanks for the kind words @ Zas and The Master. I am beginning to feel my faith in IM deepen and my trust strengthen. I do not doubt that all of these intentions will manifest for my highest good what I needs to work on is anxiety though.. while i do not necessarily 'keep digging up the seeds', i am concerned about the 'when'..its a block i need to get rid of. any tips? I'll appreciate

[themaster]

Rooting out beliefs is not always a easy thing to do.. one of the best ways to hit them is as I suggested when you hit a wall.. "just keep on, keeping on"

I will explain that in deeper terminology so you understand what I really mean.. if you have a belief in your reality.. this belief is always "running" it's always on and it's re-enforced through your reality in one way or another.. I will see if I can plug in a scenario to make it work better

Let's say you believe the world is full of stupid people (maybe a common belief )

- So you see someone nearly hit by a bad driver - reinforce that belief with thought.. "ohh that was stupid"

- You watch 2 people get in a fight over oranges - reinforce that belief by observation "ohh that was stupid"

(this may not be best examples but I'm trying here...??? )

Okay, so the idea is you believe you don't deserve money or your just not good enough (common belief for people into music or art.. there just not good enough to create MUSIC or ART) you do not re-enforce this belief you reply back

- I accept you completely in your negativity and say "I believe I'm good enough" "Who has the right to judge my art/music.. if I like it.. it's fricking awesome" the phrase my teacher sometimes uses is "Own it" that negativity/that thought..

So there's a very simple idea written out in complexity about how you re-enforce beliefs daily the idea is to understand they are active and when they present you with the same choice you've been validating forever, you say "NO" I'm a new person/new choice now and eventually your beliefs will bow to your truth and be replaced/shut down

Tip #2
While some LOA practitioners believe highly to specifically focus on what you want.. I do not always agree with that.. I think of it as forcing a needle through a giant million mile wall, rather than letting the universe.. have infinite ways to come at you with what you want.. (and it kind of needs those ways.. reality is highly structured and specific )

I will not say that, that doesn't help.. but if you turn it into a ego fest.. where you have to meet the right person, to get that record contract, to buy that earring that will make you the new me.. it may not help.. however I also say their methods are valid.. just work, with what works for you and what you resonate with..

[iamhappy]

I have both "forced" a manifestion and "allowed" a manifestation many times.

In both cases, I follow my gut feelings and do what feels right at that moment.

I like the advice to say "No!" to those thoughts and beliefs that keep coming back. I generally say "Move along now. You are not welcome here." Now I am going to be more firm with those stubborn ones !

[Nimo]

Am bolder and better. I can't believe the changes that have happened in me/my life since putting up this thread. As I mentioned, I am done waiting upon others to offer me the life I want, am taking charge of my life. Would you believe it? I have a thread running in the social and r.shp forum that to my amazement has taken off quite well. Am loving every bit of it, in fact, am getting bolder and more confident with every thread. I lyk!!. Aside from that, i have made huge steps toward realizing my intentions.. 1. I found and moved into a beautiful two bedroom apartment that suits me and mine perfectly..its more than I ever wanted..at least for now 2. My dad has committed to paying off my entire doctorate fee, he has his sight set for my graduation in 2011..what a relief..he's such a darling. 3. My 'romantic bla bla bla partner' is still being worked on by the universe-am patient. Lol. So far so good. I have absolute faith in the universe that my intentions will come to pass in exactment. In the meantime, am enjoying my life immensely..being open to new people, POVs, new thinking patterns, basically loving every second am alive..and spending quality/quiet time with Nimo.

[themaster]

Good for you.. keep on.. keeping on (I should obviously co-create more often )

[Nimo]

I have to ask..is it possible for the universe to actively send a message to a person..hmmm how do I say this..i tend to say a lil prayer b4 i undrtake smething am uncertain of..for guidance mainly. But because of the risk of misintepretation of subtle signs, i ask for 'knock-me-over-the-head as-clear-as- daylight signs'. I did so everytme i was abt to post a thread about myself in the soc & r'shp thread am running and everytime, a technical hitch occured..ths happened at least 5 times. Its exciting yet a little unnerving, is ths a mere coincidence or a knck me ovr th head sign? Is this akin to synchronicity?

[themaster]

I just don't believe in coincidence anymore.. so you would say I believe in synchronicity.. if you're asking me to interpret what you're getting I would call it a synchronicity.. nothing is random from the person that sits next to you on the train to the things you find on sale at the department store.. we may go around and label it as such.. but it's actually part of our vibration and agreements to be here..

So once again simply stated yes.. I would take a 5 time weird internet glitch to be a creation