Negativity is meant attract a bad outcome - right?

[ellie]

Ok so talking about LOA here, if I understand what LOA stands for you attract what you think - right?

So I had a bad few weeks a few weeks ago everything that could go wrong, went wrong. I mentioned it another thread, that I believe it was to do with my immune system being really down.

In that time because I was so bogged down, I became really negative and I believed some really bad outcomes were going to take place because of some of my decisions and thoughts. I was sure that I would be repremanded for my organisation skills in one of my jobs. Basically I hadn't put through some markings for a class I teach and was really overdue, on top of that I lost a lot of data on my external HD, which I believed included the only back-up of my students work. I was so sure because not only was I behind with my markings and hadn't entered them in, way after the due date and that in fact that I lost all students work that I would be in big trouble. It just doesn't look very professional.

I was devastated to say the least, but of course there were other things going on in the background that also had attacked me out of the blue. So that made my negativity even worse.

Although, up until the very last minute I was saying to myself some amazing miracle would happen. But as I got closer and closer to school I did not see that happening. And I thought I would have to face the program adminstrator and he would see when he grabbed part of the work off a folder that it was not there. Well as it turns out, all the students had uploaded their work (which I honestly thought they did not do) up and then then I have found out the late marking was not really a big deal at all and now it's completed.

So what happened there? Shouldn't of all my negativity resulted in a bad outcome?

Can I just say, off the point. I have been waiting for some perfume from the US for the month, it's being in the back of my mind that I need to contact them. This morning I open my email and just begin to type in the subject line to find out what is happening to it....when of course what should turn-up...my perfume!!!! He he! I actually did not hold much value in actually receiving it.

[garentee]

90% of our worst fears do not come true...

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by ellie

Ok so talking about LOA here, if I understand what LOA stands for you attract what you think - right?

So I had a bad few weeks a few weeks ago everything that could go wrong, went wrong. I mentioned it another thread, that I believe it was to do with my immune system being really down.

In that time because I was so bogged down, I became really negative and I believed some really bad outcomes were going to take place because of some of my decisions and thoughts. I was sure that I would be repremanded for my organisation skills in one of my jobs. Basically I hadn't put through some markings for a class I teach and was really overdue, on top of that I lost a lot of data on my external HD, which I believed included the only back-up of my students work. I was so sure because not only was I behind with my markings and hadn't entered them in, way after the due date and that in fact that I lost all students work that I would be in big trouble. It just doesn't look very professional.

I was devastated to say the least, but of course there were other things going on in the background that also had attacked me out of the blue. So that made my negativity even worse.

Although, up until the very last minute I was saying to myself some amazing miracle would happen. But as I got closer and closer to school I did not see that happening. And I thought I would have to face the program adminstrator and he would see when he grabbed part of the work off a folder that it was not there. Well as it turns out, all the students had uploaded their work (which I honestly thought they did not do) up and then then I have found out the late marking was not really a big deal at all and now it's completed.

So what happened there? Shouldn't of all my negativity resulted in a bad outcome?

Can I just say, off the point. I have been waiting for some perfume from the US for the month, it's being in the back of my mind that I need to contact them. This morning I open my email and just begin to type in the subject line to find out what is happening to it....when of course what should turn-up...my perfume!!!! He he! I actually did not hold much value in actually receiving it.

You were coming from a deep place of fear, so that is what you were given. There was limiting belief (you really didn't have the "faith" that it would work out) - because you were "looking" for the "miracle". There was no deep seated "knowledge" that all would be fine.

So taking The Process as a whole (not just LoA) into accout:

1.) LoA - you got what you wanted, a "fear" that things would happen. They did.
2.) Detachment - you never detached from the belief that the bad stuff would happen. The low immune system you talked about was where you were coming from. Using LoA to "manifest" the "miracle" and then "detach" from the manifestation would have helped, this is where people normally fail. You actually detached from the miracle happening so by actually manifesting the "negative" stuff.
3.) Allowing/Accepting - your limiting self/egoic fear side didn't accept or allow the "situation" you were in ... you were completely connected to it. So you continually manifested the negative stuff ... you actually accepted and allowed that part to happen.

I won't go through the other parts of The Process, but the common theme is that the eogic/limiting self came through ... the ego will look for "flesh and blood", "real", miracles and anything that it doesn't understand it will reject. So you rejected any chance of a miracle ... or did you? It all ended well from what I understand, its just the journey you took in your example was a "struggle"?

Either way I always suggest look to the egoic self and go beyond to the "true" you ... for instance:

If you have been hurt by someone, the ego says you have been hurt, so I hurt you in retaliation. The non egoic/"true" you will say you hurt me, but I love you.

Or if something has been taken from you, the ego will look for retaliation, so you took from me, I will take from you. Your "true" nature will say, you took from me, so you must have more need for it than I do.

The ego comes from fear, and its fear that limits The Process.

Remember The Process works 100% of the time 24/7 - think about how you felt about the perfume? What you think and what you feel are soooo important for The Process. Also another pointer, try not to "look" with your eyes but with your MINDSeye. You can never have what you cannot believe or "see" yourself having.....

[ellie]

Huh? I was saying with all my bad thinking my outcome should of in fact been negative, ie, get in trouble from program leader and all class assignments should of been lost and students would of been annoyed that their assignments were lost. But the exact opposite happened. Whatever I thought was going to happen, didn't. That's the part I don't get. The only thing I can think of is that my true belief that some sort of amazing thing would turn it all around, even up till the last minute helped turn things around.

During the weeks that I was sick I was not in fear, I just felt like I had no control over my body. Maybe having a low immune system and getting in trouble with a few things because I fell behind, was actually a benefit in the long run. I don't believe I manifested me being ill. I think it was something else. I personally think it was there to teach me some home truths about myself.

Sorry I am just confused with your response. I do understand what you're but not in context with my question, which is shouldn't my constant bad negative thoughts result in a negative outcome (which didn't in fact happen).

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by ellie

Huh? I was saying with all my bad thinking my outcome should of in fact been negative, ie, get in trouble from program leader and all class assignments should of been lost and students would of been annoyed that their assignments were lost. But the exact opposite happened. Whatever I thought was going to happen, didn't. That's the part I don't get. The only thing I can think of is that my true belief that some sort of amazing thing would turn it all around, even up till the last minute helped turn things around.

During the weeks that I was sick I was not in fear, I just felt like I had no control over my body. Maybe having a low immune system and getting in trouble with a few things because I fell behind, was actually a benefit in the long run. I don't believe I manifested me being ill. I think it was something else. I personally think it was there to teach me some home truths about myself.

Sorry I am just confused with your response. I do understand what you're but not in context with my question, which is shouldn't my constant bad negative thoughts result in a negative outcome (which didn't in fact happen).

Sorry, I misread what you wrote.

Thing is I still believe the basics of what I wrote still apply to you, in that you manifested what you wanted, but just reverse the points I was making.

What I was trying to get across is that so many people think that LoA is it ... you just visualise, and/or you "think" something. Nope thats not just it, just part of the whole. So as you have nicely pointed out in your story (now I have read it properly!) the thinking is not "it".

You were then "vibrating" the intention you wanted, you were "detached" from the overall manifestation, you allowed and accepted the situation/manifestation, you believed in "infinite possibilities", and the whole thing played out as it did.

Yep I agree with you, the illness was actually secondary, your manifestation was for something else (so as you say the home "truths").

[ellie]

Thanks Viking for replying back. I do like your posts. I think they show wisdom. I get what you're saying.

I have to say when I have this complete belief that something will work out, it seems to happen. Unfortunately, sometimes I can't get this to work for all doom and gloom situations. Sometimes I just don't get into that head space where I have complete and utter belief.

I'm having this right now, with a client I stuffed up on. It was my fault, poor time management (being sick was what did it) and I think I lost the client. But then I think to myself well maybe that's what I wanted (because I can tell he's never going to agree to anything) and that's why I am not committed to manifesting him not having a problem with it. Hmmm, wow...I think that could be it.

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by ellie

Thanks Viking for replying back. I do like your posts. I think they show wisdom. I get what you're saying.

I have to say when I have this complete belief that something will work out, it seems to happen. Unfortunately, sometimes I can't get this to work for all doom and gloom situations. Sometimes I just don't get into that head space where I have complete and utter belief.

I'm having this right now, with a client I stuffed up on. It was my fault, poor time management (being sick was what did it) and I think I lost the client. But then I think to myself well maybe that's what I wanted (because I can tell he's never going to agree to anything) and that's why I am not committed to manifesting him not having a problem with it. Hmmm, wow...I think that could be it.

No drama, if I believe any of my words can serve as pointers to the truth within an individual I will offer them. If they can help 1 person as they have helped me, then thats awesome for me.

Well I think you answered your own question at the end .... the truth for every one of us is already inside of us. Sometimes its hidden soooo deep inside it takes a lot of "bashing" from life to "break" the layers, or each layer has to be dealt with one at a time to get to the "core".

The "head space" is the common theme for all of us, and I still have some interesting times within myself. For me the beauty of each of my manifestations has been the "losing of ego" and not so much the actual manifesation itself. Because for each of my "successes" there has been a "lesson" for me, and the last major one has been to show me what my TRUE limiting beliefs were.

Thats why the "head" and the "soul" things are important, because The Process not only calls for visualisations/meditations/emotive feelings, but also detachment, experience of "polarity", belief/knowing in abundance and so on. If a person hasn't done their "prep" work on their souls, and their logical brain is engaged and feeding on "physical" cues around them, "looking" as to whats missing, why they cannot have, be or do, why The Process "shouldn't" work, then the manifestations that occur can be at best wild and "seemingly" uncontrollable.