I need some help right now

[MattKing]

Hey i hope your'e all well and enjoying life

I thought about putting this in business and financial but it's probably a case of bad vibrations.

Basically put, i have realized my destiny and dream. It's to perform my music in fronts of millions of people and give them something to relate too and take their breath away.

About a year ago or more a university/music institute kept getting mentioned.
Brighton Music Courses & Music School - Music careers with BIMM check it out if you have the time.

I know this is what i have to do and have put quite a bit of hard work into it. All that hard work and "hard working" mentality has resulted in more hard work and now becoming a struggle and a battle. My family is quite low income and the institute want over a thousand pounds before the 1st of august. a similar thing happened a while ago with a deposit for about £600 within 2 weeks, we had to borrow the money and pay it back to a friend.

I've put so much passion into my music that it's almost become my life. I know nobody can give me a magic affirmation or some "secret bigger than the secret behind the secret" but could anybody offer me some advice to change my vibration/mindset so i don't have to struggle like every other student from low income familys. I am extremely appreciative and grateful for what i already have and have recieved but i know this is what i have to do.

Once again, thank you