Manifestation success and a question

[rawxstasy]

I've got a good manifestation story. I was trying to manifest for more money and I believe I sent out affirmations but I didn't do it in the alpha state. Then I forgot about it. I changed direction and started working on bringing a certain person into my life. While doing this over the past two months, I worked on myself and discovered alot of beliefs about unworthiness etc. Strangely enough (or maybe not) I now have THREE jobs!!

When I finished my semester in May I had one job at the hospital working every other weekend. And alot of times they sent me home due to low census of patients. So I let people know I was willing to take some hours if they needed time off etc. After a couple of weeks of not much work, I started getting some hours at the hospital. Then another job through my nursing school came to me. This had alot more hours, so then I was working more than 40 hours a week. Then another job that I had been hired three months before that didn't have any work for me, had several assignments for me. This last job pays $22.00 an hour!! So I now work over 60 hours a week!

All this time, I've been wanting a certain person in my life. I haven't actually done any manifesting for him, because I felt still too attached to the outcome, although that is alot better. He doesn't live in my state anymore and I don't live in the town we both used to live in. I was actually visiting my mom for four days in this town. Yesterday this guy and I see each other passing by on a country road that I hadn't driven on in over a year!! Now what to make of that? Unfortunately, I wasn't in a place where I could safely pull over and say "hi" or something. But I am just amazed at all this.

My question is, how did this happen that this guy who I haven't seen in a year and is probably here on vacation and me only here for four days come across each other in a town of 30,000 people? I haven't actually started what I believe is to me is manifestation which I think I need to do in an Alpha state. Or am I wrong?

Maybe this was just a synch? I had alot of synch's in the past with this guy, meeting him all over town when we both lived here- I mean it was totally weird.

[InnerChallenge]

Maybe it is the universe telling you to take some kind of action. Find a way to get in touch with him. The way you discribe it there is some kind of connection between the two of you. The worst thing that can happen is not that he turns you down, but that you'll wonder for the rest of your life about what could have been! Just go for it!

[rawxstasy]

Well that is not so simple. I did email this guy two months ago telling him how I felt about him and that I felt all the synch's about meeting him everywhere was more than coincidence. He responded by telling me not to email him and there's is nothing between us.

I don't want to be accused of stalking. I thought maybe I'd do a manifestation of him contacting me. I don't know. But I will consider everyone's responses - keep em coming!!

[Angela]

I definitely think it would be a good idea to honor his request not to contact him, and to believe him when he says there's nothing between you.

At the same time, you can appreciate your own power for having him appear in this weird way. If it were me, I would look at it as an opportunity to notice my own "letting go" (of the attachment). That sounds kind of funny, doesn't it, that I could appreciate attracting him as a means of letting go? And I think it's a nice sort of "obstacle" -- a fun thing you've set up to practice doing what I think you know there is to be done -- surrendering your attachment to this one person who has let you know he's not the right person for you.

That's a very generous thing to do, don't you think, to directly let you know he's not available, and free you up to look for a man who IS the right guy for you? The man who is out there right now, preparing himself for his lovely relationship with you, and perhaps you've even glimpsed him, but you didn't recognize him because you were focusing on Mr. Unavailable.

And that's fine, too, because Mr. Right wasn't quite ready for you, either, yet.

Danger Man and I were amazed when we came together, because the timing was so exquisite -- if we had met even one day sooner, we wouldn't have been ready for one another, we both agree. I was getting pretty antsy, because I was in my 40's by then and wondering if I'd ever meet the right guy -- and now it's easy to see that all those *wrong* guys were absolutely perfect, and they were exactly right for helping me get to a place of readiness for Danger Man.

[rawxstasy]

Angela,

Thanks! I understand all that you are saying except this...I could appreciate attracting him as a means of letting go What does this mean? That in letting go I am being "tested" in a way and therefore keep meeting him somewhere when I am trying to just let go?

I pm'd you about some other issue that came up in this situation.

[Angela]

Originally Posted by rawxstasy

Angela,

Thanks! I understand all that you are saying except this...I could appreciate attracting him as a means of letting go What does this mean? That in letting go I am being "tested" in a way and therefore keep meeting him somewhere when I am trying to just let go?

I meant: you could appreciate that you attracted that moment, meeting him on a country road that you hadn't been on for a long, long time, you could appreciate your own power in making the conscious and unconscious choices that led you to that exact moment at that exact time -- as a means of "testing" yourself. That is, unconsciously, you knew you were "ready" to encounter him without flagging him down or chasing him or sending him another email afterwards -- and you were just allowing yourself to see and own that power. You created it. You are generating your own growth, and that feels good, doesn't it? It can be a little uncomfortable to grow, but still, it feels good, yes?

I'm not saying that is The Truth about what happened. I'm just saying: that's a perspective I might try on, and give myself power in doing what I know would be for the highest good of all, but that I've been resisting.

[Dreamline]

Some synchs are to help you to believe that this is all real, possible and not magical. By "this" I mean LOA and manifesting.

Not every synch is a means to an end.

By repeatedly seeing a man you are obsessed with, but who has clearly told you no, you are being sent a message that contains a lesson.

Jennifer

[rawxstasy]

Dreamline,

I saw him several times before he told me "no". It was only yesterday that I saw him after that no. But I will try to find out what the message and the lesson is.

I agree that this is an obsession and I want to release that obsession.

[jamesbiz]

Originally Posted by rawxstasy

Dreamline,

I saw him several times before he told me "no". It was only yesterday that I saw him after that no. But I will try to find out what the message and the lesson is.

I agree that this is an obsession and I want to release that obsession.

The lesson is that not everything you wanna manifest is something that you SHOULD manifest.