uhh

[bamboozld]

so im new to this.

there is a pattern in my life.

i attract serial stalkers and voyeurs.

they're successful charming smart but as a past time they like to stalk me

because they either want to hurt me or they want to fix me or they want dirt on me or they want me to care

and i dont respect them

im having difficulty understanding logic. why am i attracting this kind of people.

ok this is not getting anywhere and this is stupid

i dont have time for mind gams. im getting on with my life

i am who i am and i appreciate being a person more than a study

i needed to let this out so i can live my life

and correct my thinking so i wont be attracting any more madness

[bamboozld]

nevermind i figured out the root of the problem. that is quite hypocritical of me. k disregard. bye.

[MagicalRealist]

Just in case you decide to come back, I'd like to recommend a book for dealing with those types of people as you're trying to get them out of your life (and until you can change yourself enough to quit attracting them): The Gift of Fear, by Gavin De Becker. Excellent book; I can't recommend it enough.