taking responsibility

[ladee]

Now that I am calmed down about the situation with the dog, I know where the feelings of anger come from. I am so angry at myself for not staying true to myself. I try to live a life of no regrets, to follow my gut and not get caught up in others issues.
During the time I made the choice to rehome my dog, I had allowed myself to get too tired and stressed at work. I had allowed my son to emotionaly blackmail me about my granddaughter not coming to my home as long as I had the dog. Blah, blah, blah and on goes the story of excuses.
The bottom line is I am responsible for my thoughts, actions, and choices. When I started to calm down, and take responsibility for my choices I could feel my power coming back.
I do not like the thought that I put a poor animal at the mercy of someone who did not take care of her.
Lesson learned; take the time to see how I feel , do not allow others issuses make my decisions for me, follow my gut.
I am very sad this evening.

[bamboozld]

believe that it will get better. there's much to experience in this lifetime.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by ladee

I am very sad this evening.

I wouldn't wallow in it.. there are no wrong choices.. and you’re not really being a better you if you wallow in it.. release, let go, allow, be you