dont keep digging at your seed

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by magic1

I know that boss! BIG TIME!!!!!! ha.........its funny, Im to aware for my own good.....

hey here is that note from universe I got last night....

Here's a hint on figuring out the next step to take on the path of your wildest dreams...

angela, it almost never lies behind the doors marked, "WOW," "SEXY," or "GLAMOROUS."

Mwah,
The Universe

that's how I feel...this house is nowhere near, what I have been going for.....

But if your energy movements are saying go for it then you MUST honour that. For somehow, someway, this will get you to the place you TRULY want.

However I am confused as you are a powerful creator and the way you wrote that one posting was that it was bang on your order ... then the next posting you went and said the complete opposite???

Just be aware of what you are projecting out to the Universe. Make your order, stick to it and then what comes along your path will guide you nicely, but you already know this.


Either way its perfect for you as you are learning and growing internally from it.

[magic1]

your right though viking..dont dig at this seed.....

[magic1]

I know its hard to explain...there is a couple of ways to look at it...1, is just float down the stream...and the other is to resist the stream as you cannot beleive that after all the alignment work, this is the best you could manifest...essentially this house was exactly what I did not want....yet on some level its better than what is here....

the other way is to know in all faithfulness, that you cannot judge the road, so don't fight it...let go, dont say BUT universe...why the hell? hey who knows, what could come from this move...

this is my predicament...this manifestation from my view, is not it! but the universe are saying well its here....

yes I am very resitful, and make no bones about it at the moment....its not that I do not beleive in this stuff, as I do, I know in it.......its there, its real, it operates, without doubt...it happens in my life all of the time...yet, this time, I'm just over it.....I dont want ray white!!!


Pss...have to laugh though, have you ever heard esther hicks say your going down stream whether you like it or not...well this is a perfect example...I am going down this stream whether I like it or not, its not going to stop! its that simple...so I have a choice...flow with it, or not...either way its still gonna happen....this is why I now recognize, you cannot consciously control your boat...Im just miffed at the fact, my canoe is going in this direction if that makes sense

[viking4525]

To me it sounds like you are confusing the situation ... as I said the 1 post you did sounded perfect, now the rest of your posts are completely against what you have on your doorstep??

If I am getting confused maybe the Universe isn't sure what you want either???

If its not what you want, then create what it is you DO want. Do you want ANY place that is better than what you currently have, or are you prepared to stay as you are and manifest what it is you DO want??

[magic1]

read my above post...may explain it better.....

[viking4525]

Pss...have to laugh though, have you ever heard esther hicks say your going down stream whether you like it or not...well this is a perfect example...I am going down this stream whether I like it or not, its not going to stop! its that simple...so I have a choice...flow with it, or not...either way its still gonna happen....this is why I now recognize, you cannot consciously control your boat...Im just miffed at the fact, my canoe is going in this direction if that makes sense

Yes you are going downstream, but she was saying that do you want it to be painful or not. The Hicks continually talk about conscious creation which is what you have just said you do not do ....

We all create what we have in our lives whether we acknowledge it or not, at the point we acknowledge it we then can "consciously" control our life more ....

[viking4525]

Nope I am still completely lost ... you have spent a day or so talking about your manifestation of the Ray White house and ... from what I sense ... you are really stoked and excited by it ... NOW you are saying you are miffed by it???

I don't get it...

[magic1]

its like this....I have been intending something very different to what has shown up...ie partner, my passion, and inner city apartment...and yet I get...flat, suburbs and living on a street with all single woman! so everything, I have avoided doing is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now this could be the universe saying to me...give it up girlfriend let go, and dont think! because what you think has no relevance to what you get...trust us completely....

is that clearer....

[magic1]

I was stoked it was movement....I was stoked it came in on syncs, but my mind has taken over....and is rejecting it...as it really wasn't what I wanted, but again, this is the thing with this stuff...it shows me, how you cannot let your conscious mind enter the equation...we judge things and carve up the flow...and that is what I know I am doing....I am saying no thanks universe, Ive been here, and I dont like it, before I have even allowed or trusted the river...Im saying I DONT like look of the direction my canoe is going...and they are saying tough! your going...

[magic1]

Originally Posted by viking4525

To me it sounds like you are confusing the situation ... as I said the 1 post you did sounded perfect, now the rest of your posts are completely against what you have on your doorstep??

If I am getting confused maybe the Universe isn't sure what you want either???

If its not what you want, then create what it is you DO want. Do you want ANY place that is better than what you currently have, or are you prepared to stay as you are and manifest what it is you DO want??

oh they know what I want, they also know better than me how to give it, I just don't like how that is being done...essentially....

see I know my own answers, I just fight knowing as my ego dont like it...

there is two of me in this thing...the one that truely knows and trusts...and then the one of me that still wants to control it and dictate the unfolding of events...

[viking4525]

Nope I am still confused ... you are saying we have no control in our manifestations, you are not getting what you are manifesting ... yet we are on this thread don't keep digging up your seed. If you are not going to get what you manifest there is no point to manifesting, then there is NO seed, so there is nothing to dig up.

You are saying its pot luck as you have to do what is thrown at you .... so its the cause/effect way of living instead of the intention/manifestation way of living ...

I still believe if you don't like where you are or what you are doing then manifest it CONGRUENTLY, if you are not conguent then you will get a crazy mix or the opposite of what you truly desire.

[magic1]

Originally Posted by viking4525

Pss...have to laugh though, have you ever heard esther hicks say your going down stream whether you like it or not...well this is a perfect example...I am going down this stream whether I like it or not, its not going to stop! its that simple...so I have a choice...flow with it, or not...either way its still gonna happen....this is why I now recognize, you cannot consciously control your boat...Im just miffed at the fact, my canoe is going in this direction if that makes sense

Yes you are going downstream, but she was saying that do you want it to be painful or not. The Hicks continually talk about conscious creation which is what you have just said you do not do ....

We all create what we have in our lives whether we acknowledge it or not, at the point we acknowledge it we then can "consciously" control our life more ....

Im very dubious on consciously creating as I am well aware that manifesting takes place below thought...you can't hear it nor touch it...its deeper than we think......I think this is where true alignment is....

[cylon]

Are you obligated to live in this new home for the rest of your life?

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by magic1

Im very dubious on consciously creating as I am well aware that manifesting takes place below thought...you can't hear it nor touch it...its deeper than we think......I think this is where true alignment is....

Totally agree with you, its just you were bring up the Hicks so I added more of their teachings into it.

Yep the true alignment is the conscious/sub conscious/super conscious - mind/body/soul etc

[magic1]

Originally Posted by viking4525

Nope I am still confused ... you are saying we have no control in our manifestations, you are not getting what you are manifesting ... yet we are on this thread don't keep digging up your seed. If you are not going to get what you manifest there is no point to manifesting, then there is NO seed, so there is nothing to dig up.

You are saying its pot luck as you have to do what is thrown at you .... so its the cause/effect way of living instead of the intention/manifestation way of living ...

I still believe if you don't like where you are or what you are doing then manifest it CONGRUENTLY, if you are not conguent then you will get a crazy mix or the opposite of what you truly desire.

the seed is there, so its like plant it...know it...but completely leave it, and literally take yourself completely out of the equation, so all thought, judgment, everything...your seed will grow on its own...I am saying, that right now yet again, I am playing with my seed trying to dictate how this grows, and in which way....I'm not flowing, nor trusting. I have gotten myself in the way of it, and I know I have as I feel it....

[magic1]

here it is...I guarantee if I just carried on with my life and never gave one more thought to any of this stuff...I would have exactly plus more what I desire...I am involving myself in something that is non of my business....

[magic1]

I think this is it for me...I need to give it up...everything, totally..the whole lot...this is the biggest and most hardest thing for me, because if I give up, who's gonna get it for me...and the thing is, that place I talk about where manifesting actually takes place...below thought, where my faith is...... well that place will...so I don't need to worry about it.......in fact, this is that thing I talked of the other day with the sync I got, somethings gotta give...its my ego and attachment and resistance.....

I'm glad I am logging all of this though...

[cylon]

It's your fight or flight system kicking in, the part of us that was necessary for running from wild bears thousands of years ago, being applied to situations that don't call for it.

Instead of bears scaring us now, it's homes or dreams that may not come true. All in the mind, not a real threat but we perceive it as something that can do us real physical harm.

[magic1]

its my ego....its had enough.....cause the job aint being done well enough....and its peeved...and tired

[magic1]

thanx for letting me talk this out...I really need to accept things essentially....that's it,

as Esther hicks would say, go downstream, cause I am going anyway, regardless....

[Indy107]

Originally Posted by magic1

Im very dubious on consciously creating as I am well aware that manifesting takes place below thought...you can't hear it nor touch it...its deeper than we think......I think this is where true alignment is....

As I am constantly reminded - it's More Than a Feeling.

I had a pretty rough day yesterday too. My 'seed' has been planted for a few months now, and I set the intention that I would have it by July. I see no sign of it coming, but try and have 100% faith that it will. I made the mistake of telling a buddy about it last night, and he looked at me like I was nuts....I tried to explain to him that I don't know 'how' it was coming, or what I was supposed to do yet to bring it about - if anything, but I will know when the time comes. Again - I heard the fruitcake alarm. I felt silly. And now - today - I feel 'out of synch'. But at the same time I have a feeling there is something to all this. My synch yesterday was two songs on the radio back to back - More than a Feeling and Don't Stop Believing. Tonight as soon as I turned on the car, More Than a Feeling.

I hear and believe. But it is so hard sometimes.

Earlier this Spring I planted my vegetable garden. The very next day I looked out the window and the soil was all messed up....I thought "What The...." My stupid CAT smiled at me and thanked me for the nice fresh litter box.

Great - It's bad enough we want to pick at our own seeds, but now I have other critters (ie friends at work) digging them up for me too. (with their doubt, strange looks, snickering)

This sounds so easy, and yet it is sooooo hard.

[magic1]

I know...this is not the road of the year!!!! but totally worth every penny to know and experience the magic, sounds like you are getting lovely faith synchs though,....and thats hilarious about the critters...damn scavengers! tell them to get there own seeds

[Wax Frog]

Message for Magic!

• Earlier today, as part of a 'jokey' email, I looked for a video clip of a slave galley; the first one I found was a scene from "I Dream of Jeannie"
• Then while channel surfing I spotted a reference to a "mechanical genie" and...
• ... another genie reference (wish I'd made note of it, in retrospect) and...
• ... a live appearance by Barbara Eden, who played Jeannie

[marinik]

Originally Posted by magic1

I know that boss! BIG TIME!!!!!! ha.........its funny, Im to aware for my own good.....

hey here is that note from universe I got last night....

Here's a hint on figuring out the next step to take on the path of your wildest dreams...

angela, it almost never lies behind the doors marked, "WOW," "SEXY," or "GLAMOROUS."

Mwah,
The Universe

that's how I feel...this house is nowhere near, what I have been going for.....

We all got that note, and we all read our thing into it! We all do every work day from TUT!

[magic1]

Originally Posted by Wax Frog

Message for Magic!

• Earlier today, as part of a 'jokey' email, I looked for a video clip of a slave galley; the first one I found was a scene from "I Dream of Jeannie"
• Then while channel surfing I spotted a reference to a "mechanical genie" and...
• ... another genie reference (wish I'd made note of it, in retrospect) and...
• ... a live appearance by Barbara Eden, who played Jeannie

WOW....ha...mmm interesting, and what are you taking by all of that wax????

[magic1]

Originally Posted by marinik

We all got that note, and we all read our thing into it! We all do every work day from TUT!

I know....I just pay extra attention to something if it speaks synchronistically, and this one kinda did, it was though, just a little fish in a much bigger pond...

[rose A]

Hey Magic1

This thread has been on my mind for a bit now. I came to it this morning to find some answers and went through and read the couple of last posts. I was a bit confused at your intentions and you fighting them, but then realized, or maybe even not, that my answer might lay within.

Somewhere down the road the universe realigned my life and gave me some paths to find awareness of a couple of concepts. LOA being one of them. The universe did a beautiful job and I don't think I have been more happy in my entire life as I am right now. My path is challenging yet I have never enjoyed anything in my life as much as what I am attempting to do. I cannot believe how happy I am every minute of the day.

So my seed has began to grow and I am on the path. But something has come up that I,on the surface, didn't want to happen, but deep down, was one of my goals. But....I am stuck. Is it another test? Have I learned from my past yet to complete my growth? I want to take my time and nurture this seed so much as to not ruin the growth. Do I chop off the fruit before it is ripe from being over anxious? Or do I leave my seed alone and possibly ruin the fruit by not picking it?

I kind of know what I have to do. I want to slowly cruise down that lazy river and take in all the good that river has to offer, but I also dont want to keep digging at my seed, which I feel I am doing. AUGH!!!!!

[viking4525]

hey rose A,

As you say the answer is inside of you ... listen to that wonderful "intuitive" voice within you. It has never lied or ever let you down. All your fear, anxiousness is coming from the false you, the conscious side of you looking for patterns, logic, answers, concepts.

When you are loving every moment of the day is when you are so truly aligned. This you know because you FEEL that, right?

Always be honest with yourself and don't kid yourself. You always get in life what you are intending, life is a mirror reflecting back to you what you vibrate out. You cannot say in your "head" that you "truly" want one thing, yet inside you are giving off the signals of something else.

When you have done all your internal work, then you are completely aligned and then The Process kicks in in ALL ways and you will be more "awake" to see and act on the synchs (if necessary).

Keep going and never be afraid to dream .... dreams DO come true

[Liara Covert]

The concept of being completely in control of intention and manifestations can be confusing, especially when events in your life seem to go haywire. Life experience offers humbling situations. Another way to view them is as reminders your soul is sending messages about where you truly want to be.

This draws to mind an example. At one point in my life, I was caring for a sick relative and became dependant on subcontractors for my main business and income source. As I progressively received unreasonable demands from the senior subcontractor, I realized this person's personality and our informal business arrangement were not working. I thought myself understanding and was willing to talk things over but, the person repeatedly demanded higher fees just days before clients were waiting for service. The subcontractor behaved in unacceptable ways as if she felt she was indispensable. It appeared she had unresolved anger and issues unrelated to her job. My efforts to discuss matters from overseas taught me she is unreceptive to logic or basic financial sense. My obvious choices were to let this person go and lose clients, find someone else to take this person's place short notice when skills are hard to find, or shut business altogether with pending bills. The solution is not always obvious.

When one arrives at an unreasonable situation, it can be hard to fathom that you have invited or attracted everything on some level. Now, I can see beyond the difficult circumstances to where my heart was outside the business. I realized I did not want to be in that line of work and this encounter with an unreasonable person was confirming that. I am grateful to this person for bringing my fear to the surface to I was forced to face it.

My own revelations did not mean all obstacles faded away or that sources of discomfort immediately disappeared. Yet, the nature of energy vibration always brings a person what is needed to stretch and grow. This is not necessarily what is wanted on a conscious level. To align is a loving thing you do for yourself. This process requires you detach from certain thoughts and situations in your life that are incompatible with who you are.

[viking4525]

fantastic Liara ... what a beautiful well written posting.

Thank you for sharing.