dont keep digging at your seed

[Diandra25]

your Life seems like a movie story

must have been tought in the beginning but then you realized that it was the Universal Mind trying to show you what is really Here for You....how much fullfillment,how much magic,how much Love---because that happened for you to forgive him and yourself and everything that was causing you pain - and blinding you from the beauty of life.

OMG - that is the darkness needed in order for you to see your own Light.

it is a toutching sharing - thank you Viking.

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by Diandra25

your Life seems like a movie story

must have been tought in the beginning but then you realized that it was the Universal Mind trying to show you what is really Here for You....how much fullfillment,how much magic,how much Love---because that happened for you to forgive him and yourself and everything that was causing you pain - and blinding you from the beauty of life.

OMG - that is the darkness needed in order for you to see your own Light.

it is a toutching sharing - thank you Viking.

Thats why I am searching AND FINDING calmness now in my life. Its beautiful

Its sometimes tough for all of us to "see the light" but if its ALWAYS THERE. We sometimes have the "blinds" and "curtains" shut and the light switched off, BUT we can at ANY TIME open the curtains/blinds AND/OR turn the lights on!!

Just down to us individually.

Yes, life was showing me ALL the time, I was ignoring it. I was MANIFESTING it. I didn't know a name for The Process, but this ALL makes sense in hindsight.

This ALL had to happen to ME so I would then see. As different things happen to all of us INDIVIDUALLY to see.

So now you understand that I lost my FIRST UNconditional love when my mother died when I was a child, not REALISING that my dad actually DID love me but I DIDN'T REALISE!!!

Now all those years on meeting my last love and finding UNconditional love with her brought up a bunch of stuff INSIDE me that I had NO IDEA about! All of this "knowing" is all afterwards!!

So you see, that I must complete this part of myself in order to "manifest" my previous love back. And the Universe is helping her with HER INSIDES to. When she and I are ready then all will be revealed

I took life/the Universe for granted TOO many times, even though it has shown me how things come and go. I held on TOO tightly to many things, my ego was hoarding/needy defining itself by things, positions, people etc. Over the years I have slowly let go of THINGS and now realise and accept the beauty in ALL things and ALL people.

I hope people wake up for themselves EARLIER than I did, I hope they didn't have to have their ego bashed SO many times. BUT for those of you that are "headstrong" like I was, then you may yet have MORE bashes to come.

Always always always be GENTLE and kind to yourselves. Seach inside of yourself and be aware of WHAT you are manifesting. You ALWAYS get what you want ... THAT can also be bad (YET NECESSARY for you to understand) ... but that is another part of my "darker" story which I may share another time.

Once you know what you TRULY desire in life, once you have LIVED and EXPERIENCED the one side of life then you know what you want. Then use The Process and DON'T KEEP DIGGING AT YOUR SEED of manifestation

[Wax Frog]

I think my doubts just manifested a 'lecture' in another thread, shooting down the worth of number patterns and such. I was also told my bench-spring incident sounded supernatural and unrelated to LoA, but I'm not sure if that was meant as an indictment (ego fear making me wonder?)...

Anyhoo, Vike, if you want a rundown on my life, using your big post as a sort of template, just hold your nose tight and I'll post it (or PM it)...

For now, I'd say the two biggest differences are

• My folks and I are still together
• My education process stalled, and my career path, if you can call it that, has been one of least resistance, with all the metaphoric hole-digging that implies, as well as the thoughts of, "OMG what do I do now?".

I expect our future exchanges are going to be the most productive yet for me. Just my gut feeling...

[WordKeeper]

Go ahead and post it Waxy. It may seem a little nerve racking but we are friends here and anonymous friends at that. This is definitely a place to push your comfort level a little.

PS - if your doubts manifested that lecture let your belief let it slide off your back and feel some sadness that that particular person has missed out on all the fun.

[Wax Frog]

Originally Posted by WordKeeper

Go ahead and post it Waxy. It may seem a little nerve racking but we are friends here and anonymous friends at that. This is definitely a place to push your comfort level a little.

You have been warned! I'll do it later though; the aftereffects of whatever bug I picked up still linger.

PS - if your doubts manifested that lecture let your belief let it slide off your back and feel some sadness that that particular person has missed out on all the fun.

The poster in question isn't LoA hostile, he merely tries to apply a scientist's rigor to his conception of it (a conception I admit I'm not yet clear enough on). I think I actually gravitate to him because he represents potential ammo against my 'inner skeptic', a stickler for airtight arguments. Ah, tradeoffs... In that vein, my bench-spring incident actually angers me a bit, in that it caught me off-guard and prevented any attempt at careful documentation/examination. Then again, it may well be true that the "magic" is incompatible with, and fades in the face of, such treatment, rendering it forever unprovable

OK, I'll end this post on a 'blessing' - I never cease to wonder at how my writing skill has improved; would you deduce from it that I have little formal education past HS? For that matter, I've seem plenty of "professional" writing worse than this, as far as form goes. I have to assign at least some of this to my 80s-90s Tolkien fixation; if my English grammar was ailing badly, what better treatment than a dose of "Professor of English Language and Literature"?

[viking4525]

I am still unable to find something jokey to "pay back" your posts Waxy

Rest assured I will find something SOMEHOW

Another thing I am finding is as I am "letting go" (Law of Detachment again!!) the less the past OR future has a bearing on me!! All that matters is to live NOW.

I have read MORE about The Process from old sources, tradtional sources, contemporary, etc etc, but now as I am DOING it, the less I am remembering and the MORE that is HAPPENING.

We all live with 1 foot in our MANIFESTED world, and 1 foot in the UNmanifested world. The degree of RESISTANCE determines what passes from 1 foot to another.

Wax mate - (hope no kids are here!!) BUT as you know yourself now formal education isn't really THAT important. There are SO many stories of poor/no educated people with DRIVE (or as I believe the ability to MANIFEST) situations to take them places where they wanna go. You are right, your writing style doesn't show that you don't have further ed, and I SUSPECT that your knowledge/intelligence/ability to apply both of those is ALSO better (MORE so than YOU would admit yourself maybe????)

As Wordkeeper says, this is an anonymous board. None of us will EVER meet intentionally (maybe we all met before in a previous life ) ... but seriously think of it as a baby step.

Whatever you do HONOUR your internal FEELINGS and ignore those judgemental voices

Right now, do I go an celebrate a Scandi pagan/Catholic festival now or not ??

Any Scandi's reading this Glad Valborg!!! Mind you I doubt it, they are all probably ACTUALLY out celebrating !!! And for the rest of you Happy Walpurgis!! Now bring on the spring time officially!!!

[Diandra25]

hi!!!

Have a great festival Viking!

i remenbered sth:i LOVEEEE the HIM band hihihihi Vile Valoooo you´re hot!!....sorry i had to say this cause...cause i htink they´re from near Vkinkings´homeland.

Waxy

do you know why you are drawned to this board in particular??because...here on this thread there arent any judgements and none of us is here to lecture-

in fact nobody has the power to do that - and one can only lecture you,if you let it - usually the ones who do that,are the ones trying to proof sth to themselves.it is a matter of their own insecurity.

One of theThe worst mistakes of humanity is that -they like to Judge to feel better with themselves.and worst...to feel superior.

you know what?

"nO one inferior can offend you,and no one superior would...."...Nop my quote unfortunatelly,but as i dont know who said this,i keep fantasizing is mine!!!hihihih--- it could have been...

uhhhhh do you know Belmiro de Azevedo?he is one of the most richest here in my country...and he doenst have any degree.constructed his Empire all by himself.

[magic1]

I definitely agree with the whole pple who learn this stuff are usually plagued with issues...we are a breed! I was saying to my mum the other night, I have never been the type of person where that life just flows for me, I don't have the picket fence, the 2.5 kids, nothing ever works, and I look quite mental to a lot....but I am a seeker and want keys to life, I'm lucky, I get all this lovely stuff telling me the truth, but there is a catch, to actually implement it, takes focus, dedication and faithx

We are the ones essentially knowing in something different and having the courage to walk this road. I always say this journey is not for the weak hearted, but its to the point where,, I can not stay unconscious, when I really see how it works, you cant go back, once you know, its not an option, even if I tried. ....therefor for my life to flow, I have only one choice...TO DO EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE BEEN SHOWN, that is to believe, to get through ego, and to cruise down the stream in the moment,x

I would like to say, I think you are all amazing on here, you are all seekers too, and you are already blessed to be questioning what up until now many have never questioned.

This stuff is real, and it is true! its not a maybe hopeful thing. Its as real as you have two hands. Its challenging to learn and to use, its deeper than just thinking positive. It is a journey that takes time, and the quicker you can master it the more amazing it gets....

Ps wax....mmmmm interesting you were thinking about star wars in relation to your journey...the yoda thing hasn't come up for me again, mind you it was only a tiny sync and could have gotten ahead of myself on that one....

[magic1]

I just found Steve Pavlinas trade mark sig

he says...

I am a human alarm clock, I awaken ppple who are sleeping through life and then I DUCK!


ha, strange when we have the word duck come into our equation of syncs,

your all definalty awakening, big time...

[Wax Frog]

If it can be said that the posters in the "woo-woo" areas of this site, as a whole, are like the blind men trying to describe an elephant, then I am a blind man who wishes only to find the trunk and at last use it to move some water. I don't care if it's a snake or a tree or whatever, I just have about had my fill of drought...

[Wax Frog]

Originally Posted by viking4525

Wax mate - (hope no kids are here!!) BUT as you know yourself now formal education isn't really THAT important. There are SO many stories of poor/no educated people with DRIVE (or as I believe the ability to MANIFEST) situations to take them places where they wanna go.

A few years ago I had a sad, fumbling phone interview for a job. The breaking point was when the interviewer expressed her unease with my long stretch of short term clerical temp jobs. It's not just the lack of ed that eats at me. Naturally, since then I've padded my resume [dry laugh] with still more long stretches interspersed with temp work. Anyway...

You are right, your writing style doesn't show that you don't have further ed, and I SUSPECT that your knowledge/intelligence/ability to apply both of those is ALSO better (MORE so than YOU would admit yourself maybe????)

Maybe. The question is, how to implement it, and do so promptly.

Whatever you do HONOUR your internal FEELINGS and ignore those judgemental voices

The negative voices telling me what I "can't do" are bad enough, but where are the other voices telling me what I CAN do? I don't just mean affirmations, I mean specifics (from the 'ether' or otherwise)?

Glad Valborg? The resistance she is futile, ja?

[magic1]

I wanted to post this as it is all so uncanny....when my process started four years ago...the number that entered my life was 911...bombarded...I have since through syncs been told it symbolizes ask and ye shall receive..

now years later and after an evolution of syncs, I have been getting these NEO and Christ sync's...plus the Xs and stuff like that, but it all fits together....its the same story just said a multitude of ways to me...and it all linked,

I will say again, I got the Xs through neo bombarding my life...and to be honest, hadn't even really liked the movie!, but through more syncs later down the track, have just been shown that X is also linked to Christ....????????????? NEO and CHRIST are the same,

Anyway, just another link below from the matrix to my numbers


NDERF Forum :: View topic - Neo's passport expired on 9/11


for anyone freaking out..understand, this is not heavy stuff...it message is very simple and lovely...we live in a matrix and we can create through belief...again if you ask for something n FAITH it is yours, we just haven't learned how to ask right...we are cut off.....but so many more of us are now tuning in to truth

[Wax Frog]

OK, that is pretty freaking weird... Not the date choice so much, indirectly derived from a significant one in computer history - George Stibitz - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia - but that it would later prove to be so significant in a negative way...

[cylon]

Hey guys I survived my vacation/road trip. Left monday morning, drove up the coast to San Francisco, stayed in the City there for a couple days, left this morning and got back this evening. One of the best things I've ever done, I feel like I've expanded what I'm capable of doing. I'm even happier that I met some cool people there and actually got some socializing in. I went alone but ended up being in a nice small group for a whole night. So it goes to show if you go somewhere that you don't know anyone, by the time you leave you may end up knowing a lot of people in spite of yourself.

Oh and the first hotel I stayed at was room number 111.

[Wax Frog]

Originally Posted by cylon

Hey guys I survived my vacation/road trip.

You missed us!!!!

Well done, sir, well done!

[cylon]

Thanks. Yeah it was great and scary all at the same time, I'm glad I went and at the same time I can't believe I went. But it was worth it. Most insane thing I've ever done.

[marinik]

From a former number skeptic hello from the fogy mountains! Here for a short holiday. The numbers are haunting/stalking me!!!! all over the place!

[magic1]

Originally Posted by Wax Frog

OK, that is pretty freaking weird... Not the date choice so much, indirectly derived from a significant one in computer history - George Stibitz - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia - but that it would later prove to be so significant in a negative way...

well the date to me wax...is very significant, the whole sync number thing arrived in my life with a BANG ( four years ago) and 911 was the INTRO! and don't worry its is meaning very clear...crashing off the old, ie our consciousness to resurrect the new................ 911 means change.......and flipped to 119...it means ask and ye shall receive...non of this is bad..its just our human consciousness gets away on us, and we over form ideas!

anyway...I don't know if you all remember but all my syncs unbelievably criss cross over...so Dorothy wizard of oz is mentioned in the matrix, X is NEO but also synch with Christ, 911 is in the matrix, but also through sync has been shown to be a passage from the bible...it all is linked although its being delivered very separately to me...its the same message essentially....

another thing of fascination for me happened an hour ago...I picked up this little girl I look after on a friday...on the way home, I was thinking about my letters...W=flow X=beleive Y=get through ego...and you would never guess what came out of her mouth...and your gonna love this wax as it had to do with CLOUDS!

she goes...hey ang...look letters in the sky...a Z!!!!!!!!!!!

I was like...WHAT DID YOU SAY???????????????????????????????

look a Z in the sky...and I look up and a huge Z!

now I have been waitng for the Z....so far I have had W X Y and whats next....mmmmm

don't know what the Z means yet...im betting if you have the last three in coordination....manifestation...

what are the odds really for someone to mention clouds for one....letters for another...and a Z, a specif letter of interest in one hit...I would say a million to one...I'm not convincing myself...I already know...

[magic1]

Originally Posted by marinik

From a former number skeptic hello from the fogy mountains! Here for a short holiday. The numbers are haunting/stalking me!!!! all over the place!

welcome back cylon.......yay....and marinik...what did I say duck to water....did you read that post I showed with Steve pavlins sig about ducks???? or not ducks exactly...more using the word, but in great context...its about waking up to truth....

[magic1]

want to know something even odder...after the Z in the sky (ps if you read back a few posts, that's how I got the Y! from planes in the sky leaving smoke!) when i got to this house, about 40 minutes later....I flicked on TV and I swear I thought back to this Z and I was mid thought and I was pulled out of this thought by a woman on TV saying her Bday march 11...I was like mm mm where have I heard that date...then it hit me...Its NEOs and just read that today....someone wants me to kbnow something and although its comming in this crptic form through stories, the universe know I will understand it...so this is how I receive it...we are neos, connected to Christ or the matrix and we create

[viking4525]

Originally Posted by magic1

well the date to me wax...is very significant, the whole sync number thing arrived in my life with a BANG ( four years ago) and 911 was the INTRO! and don't worry its is meaning very clear...crashing off the old, ie our consciousness to resurrect the new................ 911 means change.......and flipped to 119...it means ask and ye shall receive...non of this is bad..its just our human consciousness gets away on us, and we over form ideas!

anyway...I don't know if you all remember but all my syncs unbelievably criss cross over...so Dorothy wizard of oz is mentioned in the matrix, X is NEO but also synch with Christ, 911 is in the matrix, but also through sync has been shown to be a passage from the bible...it all is linked although its being delivered very separately to me...its the same message essentially....

another thing of fascination for me happened an hour ago...I picked up this little girl I look after on a friday...on the way home, I was thinking about my letters...W=flow X=beleive Y=get through ego...and you would never guess what came out of her mouth...and your gonna love this wax as it had to do with CLOUDS!

she goes...hey ang...look letters in the sky...a Z!!!!!!!!!!!

I was like...WHAT DID YOU SAY???????????????????????????????

look a Z in the sky...and I look up and a huge Z!

now I have been waitng for the Z....so far I have had W X Y and whats next....mmmmm

don't know what the Z means yet...im betting if you have the last three in coordination....manifestation...

what are the odds really for someone to mention clouds for one....letters for another...and a Z, a specif letter of interest in one hit...I would say a million to one...I'm not convincing myself...I already know...

Iwould think that Z is the most straightforward of them all ... COMPLETION.

Stop looking to take on more signs of proof believe, look with the deepest part of you, past the ego and NOT with the eyes ...

These are all pointers to your inner truth, release and enjoy

[Wax Frog]

Hey gang!

It amuses me that, by posting to a dormant thread, of all people, TheSceptic bumped it to a 444 post count

[Wax Frog]

This has nothing to do with Sweden , and I dislike musicals as a rule, but I saw this movie alot as a kid, and when I've got Europe on the brain, often this corny-yet-cheerful tune will come to mind...

YouTube - Beautiful beautiful Copenhagen

Or maybe you'd prefer some 'Teutonic Elvis'?

YouTube - Elvis Presley - Wooden Heart

[magic1]

Originally Posted by viking4525

Iwould think that Z is the most straightforward of them all ... COMPLETION.

Stop looking to take on more signs of proof believe, look with the deepest part of you, past the ego and NOT with the eyes ...

These are all pointers to your inner truth, release and enjoy

well its more about actually doing what they say...how can I do the manifesting process when I didn't have all the letters of the alphabet....don't get me wrong, this has been a process and a half...when this all started they started samall with me...so it was faith first, that's why I got my numbers...then through again syncs showed me my limiting belief system, and got me to work on that...once ready...the process changed again..yes these things may be my inner truth but what amazes me, as when I get a key or part of it, it is actually something I'm not aware of...for example I posted a sync on here I got a few years back about limiting beliefs...now when this concept entered my space in uncanny ways...I was like what the hell are those...Id never heard of them. This is why this feels like its coming from something outside me...

I do believe...without doubt...I post it as I need to log it...its just so amazing...I asked wax last week how he would like confirmation...and he said clouds...I actually said to him...mmmm a tall order...yet here I am, seeing a cloud formation in SPECIFIC letter..... Z!!!!!!! after getting a run of amazing syncs prior to do with W X Y! I mean come on! Here it is again


119= ask and ye shall receive
1111= faith

the two together, create....to do it....it breaks down into the below sections....

W=FLOW so flow down the stream

Y= get through ego, so don't try and control the manifestation with you conscious mind....

X= believe....believe in the matrix...or Christ...same thing, believe in your intention

Z=?????? im thinking completion too...but havnt been told, maybe they want me to figure this one out on my own...but again, I don't over analyze before I get shown...

I'm so amazed with it all...I mean CLOUDS! ps...I have posted every sync on here about these letters and how the meaning were presented to me...

[magic1]

Z am totally bowled over with the universe, and how amazing and clear they have given me the keys....heheheh no WAY...now Im dropping Zs!

[magic1]

I would like to say something, when this process started for me four years ago...and the bombardment of FAITH SYNCS! I just couldn't grasp what that concept felt like....I also couldnt grasp why it was so important and why I was getting this so strongly as a message...I now know..........

I say to pple it is imperative you get your faith up there. Essentially without your trust at MASSIVELY high levels all the other facets of creating become a whole lot harder to do...so if you do not beleive.............why would you let go of ego, your ego helps to control and tries to manifest for you, it says..hey DON'T TRUST, that's to fluffy, WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY..........ILL GET YOU IT, ILL DO IT ALL FOR YOU, IM RELIABLE, SO GO AND DO THIS! or it says, hang on......NO WAY, your NOT doing that......THAT'S WAY TO SCARY

Then you have flow...again, you can not flow in your egoic mind....you cannot float down the stream as in short YOU BASICALLY DON'T TRUST THE STREAM.....so you keep trying to row the boat yourself....

And then of course the golden rule...faith basically just CREATES, so faith is the thing that says, YES its already yours....


Creating is a feeling...its a feeling of total balance security in yourself and in life...you are unguarded and know in it all...

[magic1]

Originally Posted by cylon

Hey guys I survived my vacation/road trip. Left monday morning, drove up the coast to San Francisco, stayed in the City there for a couple days, left this morning and got back this evening. One of the best things I've ever done, I feel like I've expanded what I'm capable of doing. I'm even happier that I met some cool people there and actually got some socializing in. I went alone but ended up being in a nice small group for a whole night. So it goes to show if you go somewhere that you don't know anyone, by the time you leave you may end up knowing a lot of people in spite of yourself.

Oh and the first hotel I stayed at was room number 111.

Im glad your back cylon....we did miss you!!! I think that's wicked about you being in room number 111, how fitting is that..would you beleive, that's how I found out what 111 means...after being bombarded with this number for 4 months, I was sitting down watching TV one day...and this show came on and this guy went to put KEYS ( get it keys!) in a hotel room box...I suddenly had this overwhelming thought that hes going to pop them into room 111...and YES HE DID! anyway the words spoke directly after that with out word of a lie....

ITS A SYMBOL OF FAITH (1111=faith)...ever since that day...faith sync's faith sync's...BOMBARDED.....

[Andrew Gubb]

Magic, thanks for existing, I love this thread!!

[Practical Manifestations]

I have to say that I am most impressed with the amount of responses this topic has gotten. When I read the original post, it struck me that the author was probably talking about questioning their faith. Sometimes the more you TRY to manifest things, the more difficult it becomes. If you start to think about how you are trying to manifest things, you might as well have given up all together. To me, when you are digging at your seed, you simply are not trusting it to grow on its own. You need to keep checking back in on it and checking back in on it. As I am writing this, I am just now realizing that I have been digging at one particular seed of mine relentlessly. You see, I recently started a project of connecting people around the world so that they can express gratitude toward each other. My project informs me of how many people have participated thus far. I feel like I need to check on just how many people have participated like every two minutes throughout the day. This has been going on for weeks, and I have not begun to temper the obsession. I need to trust that people are joining and participating. The project is one with the flow already. It is just my perception that tells me that I need to keep modifying it to make it more one with the flow.
I thank you for your post as it has pointed out a much-needed change in my approach. Having acknowledged that I need to trust that the project is manifesting without constant maintenance, it will allow me to step back a little and see the big picture.
Sincerely,
Practical, Practical Manifestations President
Personal Improvement,World Development:Practical Manifestations.com

[magic1]

thank you to both of you, and for joining in..... I went home after last posting and I got stuck behinds a bus with 111 tags....the add on the back had one sentence...ITS ALL ABOUT THE STORY! I have received magic for a number of years but it is happening with such force in my life that I felt I need to log it...I have been given a story, in fact I have been given several, that all link and sync with each other...., they are different but within each one is the truth...WE ARE POWERFUL...and CAN CREATE...and BELIEF IS KEY!.................ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have posted my story that they give me on here, so others can see the magic, the letters, the number, and the stories

DOROTHY WIZARD OF OZ
MATRIX
THE BIBLE

Of interest I had this thought just earlier, if I am getting this magic, then every single person who reads this thread, is ready...your all hand picked by the universe to know this stuff....that's why it has been a sync thread...because everyone who comes here, was meant to be here.......the universe wanted a few to know.....I'm one, and you all one too!


ITS SO AMAZING...I'm having one of my I AM SO AMAZINGLY GRATEFUL DAYS, its worth more to me than I can possible express....Im totally blown away, and I have had this for a number of years, but every time is like the first