I lost my job

[forynav]

I'm a grad student, this is a WORK-STUDY job that helps me pay my bills.

I am angry and pissed at myself. I'm also calm and accept complete responsibility for what happened. I do not blame anyone else.

Although, I must note that the last week has been very very weird, like someone put a voodoo on me to somehow terminate this job. I consider myself a model employee, and have always been very punctual and perfect on all counts and do my job excellently.

But, in the last week, I have been unnaturally late (15 minutes!), made mistakes with my paperwork, forgot some important things to bring to work and finally did not turn up for work and did not notify. I overslept. Stupid and insufferable.

That said, I accept complete responsibility. This is a freedom that cannot be expressed in tangible terms. It is an elusive, fuzzy conviction in the nature of reality itself. I am the master of my own life. Whatever reasons I'm happy is because I made myself happy. And, however strangely convoluted life has become, it is a conundrum of my own genius.

No regrets. It is important to learn the lessons that life teaches you, even though you didn't sign up for the damn course. But, no point in mulling over what has happened.

I may starve in the days to come. And I look forward to how I'll deal with that. Nothing can take away this experience from me. I own it completely.

In this moment, I could be feeling hunted. I have been treated unfairly. How could this happen to me?

I could subscribe to false hope (the bane of all existence, in my opinion) and rationalize my actions, absolve blame, write it all off and paint myself as a victim of circumstance.

I choose happiness. I accept responsibility. I decide.

Of course, I also choose to not choose guilt for exploiting the immense feeling of satisfaction I get when I look at my very mature response to the situation I'm in.

Everything happens for our own good. Nothing is cliché when it happens to you.

[smartile]

Hi forynav,

Congratulations - and not in a sarcastic way.

You should never trade your time for money, because at some point you run out of time.

Yes, I know - we all have to pay the bills, but this manifestation came as a result of your own creation. You thought it into existence. You think everything into existence. It's exactly as you said,

Posted by forynav
I am the master of my own life. Whatever reasons I'm happy is because I made myself happy. And, however strangely convoluted life has become, it is a conundrum of my own genius.

So, what's next for you?

[forynav]

Well, I guess this means I'll learn to budget better. I'm not poor or anything. And, also I'd been worrying abt my sleep a lot. This was night duty.

Now, that is fixed. Also, I am doing the million-dollar manifestation. Maybe, this is what needed to happen.

Whatever may be, even if I don't have power over things that happen to me, I do have the power to choose my reaction to it.

[fellowtraveler]

Originally Posted by forynav

Well, I guess this means I'll learn to budget better. I'm not poor or anything. And, also I'd been worrying abt my sleep a lot. This was night duty.

Now, that is fixed. Also, I am doing the million-dollar manifestation. Maybe, this is what needed to happen.

Whatever may be, even if I don't have power over things that happen to me, I do have the power to choose my reaction to it.

Nicely healthy attitude, hope you can maintain it

This is an exciting kind of thing to happen to one, being knocked into a different trajectory.

Good luck.

[Mindfuel]

Sounds like subconscious sabotage to me.

Sometimes this happens when you need to clear something out of your life to manifest your intentions!

The 'storm' before the calm if you like.

Congratulations, sounds like there are exciting times ahead for you!

[forynav]

I'm looking forward to them!

[richloaguy]

The correct LOA response would be to be thankful.
(even for job loss)..
The law of attraction is very real. I do not know why you manifested a job loss, but I'm thinking it is because you did not understand LOA enough at the time.

I'm not trying to be disrespectful. I had hard times long ago.
Being thankful is the keystone wonder thought of LOA. What better thing to attract than more stuff to be thankful for right...

Every night write how youd like your life to be as if it already was like that.
(a focus thing).
This is common creationist attitude and belief.

You wrote a script on this very thread about "Starving".
Not a very positive intent I must say.

Normally I tell people to just pay attention to their synchros and practice what they already know about loa.

You...
I would suggest reading about Law of Attraction more.
Believing in it is more about results/synchros.

It DOES work uncanny personal miracles.

hope yours is one of them.

[Savage]

Congrats!