what is most difficult for you?

[dave marshall]

Hi,

I was thinking about LOA and the ideas around conscious creation, reading the posts here and wondered if it would be a good idea to list what exactly people found the most dificult about this whole area and what skills we need to develop to make the most of this understanding.

For me it has been:

learning to change my beliefs.

accepting the responsibilty for every aspect of my life

understanding about relationships

accepting my complete self worth

creating money

Mabye if we know what we all found the most difficult we could come up with some common areas/ideas that could be discussed on the forum and help those with the same common challenges. There is so much information here mabye we could hone it down a bit????

Dave

[Angela]

The most difficult thing for me is to remember. When I go all unconscious and caught up in thinking my problems are really problems, sometimes I just forget to feel good on purpose. And sometimes I sort of half-remember, but like a bratty little child I give myself permission to keep thinking or behaving unconsciously.

Fortunately I've got a really good partner, Danger Man, who waits it out a bit to see if I'll wake myself up, and if I don't, he'll step in gently but firmly.

And of course, I've got my incredible Alarm Clock People here, too.

[Tigerlilly]

What I find most difficult:

- overcoming inert fears as part of the manifestation process, the deeper the desire, the deeper the fears to face seem to be
- letting go of the very desire, a lot of times it feels like clinging to the arrow instead of shooting it
- my mind not being in charge; not being able to see the How, to trace the process with logic, gives me the uneasy feeling of not being in control
- accepting the grandness of the Universe; watching a manifestation unfold often looks like seeing pigs fly to my logic.

Actually, there's a beautiful poem "Warning to Children" by Robert Graves which sums up rather nicely my mind's view on LoA.

Warning to Children by Robert Graves

I feel you really have to be very laid back about existence -best possible to a Buddha-like or devil-may-care-like degree- to make the most of LoA.

[moonrambler]

Violent mood swings, from peacefulness/serenity to "garbage, all of it." It's quite a roller coaster.