Fear

[Optimistico]

I have a problem with fear at the moment, I want to leave my job so bad, they are always using me and adding extra work to me, cos no ****er else will do it, I just want to resign, but I have the fear of will the universe look after me moneywise if I do quit my job.

We have to be happy to attract things and at work I am not happy, the only thing keeping me happy is the ice cream parlour round the corner, where they do gorgeous banana and toffee ice cream, which again isn't good for my arse but oh well.

Another problem I have is I have to give up my flat to the council, cos it's phase 1 of demolition, they are building it into a bastard road, **** me if you have seen the state of the roads in rochdale, and they are knocking my dream flat to the ground, then you would be angry also. I bought it in Jan 06 and then got the notice in the Nov 06 that they wanted to knock it down, nothing came up in my searches or anything, I am still very very pissed off, but I know I need to let it go, but it seems i can't. I have spent a lot of money making it my home, it is well funky and I have a lot of loving plants living with me. So my question is that when someone is happy where they are living, why the **** did I have to attract this situation to myself, becuase the money they are offering me, I won't be able to get anything as spacious as my flat, it is absolutely massive and I love it.

I just wish that their deal would just go under, that they would lose the money or something and just leave me alone.

Also what is the best way to find out what to do in life, I have been asking the universe what I should be doing and not receiving any signs.

I just want to live in my flat forever, or else I wouldn't spent £20K + on doing it up. It is just not fair. Why do the government always get their way.

I am finding it very difficult to let my flat go.

[Interpreneur]

Optimisco.....your name should be Negativistico.

Lose the four asterick words, stop wishing harm to other people, maintain a "positivistico" outlook on life, and the universe will reward you with a nice flat.

[Rachelle]

It's possible the Universe is giving you a huge sign but you are simply not seeing it.

I'd say finding a new job and new place at once are an excellent opportunity to start afresh from a clean slate. Let go, and new opportunities will spring up all around you.

I know it can be hard if you seem to be fearful or lacking the courage.
But, what's the worst thing that can happen? (Seriously ask yourself that.)