Can I update you guys?

[jawillie]

Good.. I will.

Along with following the DIY experiment, I have also been researching myself various books. This week I dived into Creative Visualization by Shakti Gawain. That is my favorite to date. It is to the point and doesn't get all spiritual (though I love the spiritual books, too).

What have I Manifested? Well, it's hard to explain to outsiders. My life is definitely better. Consistently on a day-to-day basis, with not as much up and down. That is exciting.

Like today we received super good news.. I am excited, but not "obnoxiously-so." I expect things to work out with our business and I am truly calm that it will. So, when I receive good news, while I am happy, I am not needing it to be happy. "The happy" comes from being close to god-source (universe, whatever you call it, I call it god-source).

I am visualizing on a lot of different goals I have right now. It is so easy for me to stay focused even with a lot going on.

My most important intentions have been:

~ I meditate deeply and have clear visualiztions
~ I am close to god-source
~ I am loving
~ I am patient and trusting

I honestly feel if I have those things covered, the rest will be easy. ANd, it has been.

Yes, I have intentions that have to do with my business, home, cars, etc.... But, for me, the most exciting have been those five and they are definitely manifesting in my life on a daily basis.

I AM loving. I actually feel love for those around me and the world. I don't have to fake it. I know I am not faking it because I spent many years faking it and I know what it feels like. (it's not fulfilling)

I AM patient. *I* am patient. That is a miracle, trust me.

I AM trusting. This one I just felt this week. I learned the "pink bubble" technique from Gawain. You visualize your intention and then place it in a pink bubble and let it float up and away to God-source. I was not expecting this, but as it floats out of view (Something I feel more than see), I FEEL trust that it is being taken care of in the way that is best for me and all. I was surprised to feel that. I am so happy I feel that.

I Do have deep meditations and clear intentions/visualizations. I keep getting better at them. I have fun with them. I love doing them.

So, things are definitely happening for me. Some people in my life can't believe I am the same person. That's a good thing. I was living in fear before. That's not a good thing.

Good luck everyone!!!

[Acting Like Godot]

Heheh, good going, Jawillie.