|12-20-2011, 08:49 PM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: In the United States
Hello, from the Midwest!!
Hello Everyone. My name is...Crevolution or you can just call me Ava. I don't what to say about myself other than I love life, love to laugh and have fun, and I'm happy to be living. I'm open to knew ideas, though my personality type is INTJ. I'm "the scientist". I think pretty logically, yet there are things that has happened to me throughout my 2.2 decade life that can't be explained through logic. But I'll get to that whole topic....Oh what the heck, we'll get to it now.
I'm 22 years old for those who didn't get it the first time, but you all are pretty smart (hint the website) I'm a normal young adult, yet a little more responsible than the average person my age. But that's just me, I've been called an old soul all my life.
I wasn't suppose to be here, I was born way too early and was almost taken out, but I made it of course. Throughout my life, I have been at the brink of death, over 5 times, but it wasn't time.
3: Hit by a train
6: kidney infection
7 kidney infection again
9: Psychotic step dad plus a gun
15: Gas leak in house and it exploded
Basically what can I say, someone was looking out for me out there. My mother says that she believes I'm a sensitive to both sides which explains a lot. I saw this shadow man (wide awake watching TV mind you..), who I call the grim reaper, when I was 6, one thing is this memory is permanently imprinted in my brain. I'm pretty sure a few of you have seen him too. He's about 6'7 to 8 feet tall. Slightly slim looking but has broad shoulders. He wears a trench coat and a wide brim black hat. Thinking of it, he reminds me of The Undertaker from WWF (old 90's style) or Jeepers Creepers when it comes to his style. He's all black and shadow like, you're not able to see his face because he is a flickering shadow, but you are able to see glowing red eyes when or if he lifts his head, and one thing about him that creeps me out is he just STARES. O_O. Scared the crap out of me. After that day I stopped seeing him, for years but he has returned about 2 years ago and brought a few "friends" with him. Smh.
Other than that a lot of strange things has happened to me. A lot of Deja vu where it feels as if I'm redoing the day and as it's going I can watch and know whats going to happen next. Also, premonitions or intuitive moments that tells me to do something because certain things are going to happen, but me, being stubborn to it don't do anything and next thing you know it came true in front of my eyes. Shadowy spiders that seem to be near me when I wake up. (tarantula looking ones and one huge one that looked like a wolf spider but the body alone had to be about 4 hands put together) Anyway, I jump up from my bed and look at these spiders making sure I'm awake (which I am) and turn on the light and they disappear as if they were never there. All the while, this pulsating feeling is going through my body that lasts for about a good 5-8 mins.
I keep seeing 9:11, 111, 11:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 7:11. The ones I keep seeing is 11:11 and 111. I don't know what it means, but I would love to find out. I believe something big is coming, I keep having lucid dreams about it (which can be told if requested) Ah, speaking of dreams! I have a few where I injure myself in the dream and wake up with the wound. Tell me how any of this could be explained? If you have any answers, let me know Asap.
(random note: Just looked at the clock..4:44pm. What the heck is that? Lol)
Other than that, this introduction will go on and on, so i'll leave it here.
Don't be afraid to message me. I'd love to get to know you all. See ya!
Last edited by Crevolution; 12-20-2011 at 09:17 PM.
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