Hello

[Needchange]

I am new to this blogging business, so bear with me.
I signed up because I need to vent and heal.
My boyfriend and I broke up....or should I say, he told me that I was crazy, to never call him and to act like he died. He also told me that he is blocking me from his email, phone, etc.

WHY?

All because I spoke up about not trusting him because he's lied to my face on so many occasions. I also told him that he needed to acknowledge my feelings and apologized for how he's hurt me.

Yeah, it was like I was speaking french. At no point did he acknowledge my feelings. He simply said, I don't have to do anything, you want to blame the world for your behavior, there is no excuse for your behavior.

HELLO!!!! I am holding YOU accountable for YOUR behavior.


What I find ironic is the following: throughout the relationship he questioned me, yelled at me, didn't trust me -- not because of anything I did -- but because of what he had seen other women do. So, somehow, he cannot grasp that I am having a hard time trusting him because of what he has done.

I know that i am going to get better. I have so much going on in my life. A great job, great friends, awesome dog.
I just can't get over his lack of self awareness. JERK