Started..but never finished

[Tomorrows]

I have been wondering all my life why I start things but never see them thru to the end. I am so excited about a new thing right out of the gate but as moves are made, where others would begin to pique, I began to fade. Motivation is momentary, and i would really like to know what it is to work hard at something and bask in the result. I know i am not the only one but honestly for me there is no consolation in numbers. I have said it for years, tried little excercises but the only thing i see thru to the end is things that you cannot help being in forever. I am a father, cant change that, i am a husband, cant change that, but I am void of passion for anything outside of my wife and kids. I cannot continue in this manner or i will die having achieved nothing. So here i am hoping to gain some direction on setting a goal, pursuing it, and getting to the end pass or fail