Last Breath

[Creed]

Firstly, Hello to all.....

Where do I begin, I am yet another veteran of the infamous parent imprint, unfortunately I am related to people who others wish were dead, yet I turned out as stable as the next person, you know why ? Because I set out on my own at a young age to do my own thing in life.

I am fortunate to be well traveled and seen all aspects the human race has to offer, both pleasing and disturbing, I consider myself to be prematurely life worn and usually on top of things, I'm not the kind of guy who asks for help, so you can imagine being here is a big step for me.

I'm approaching thirty three and find myself suffering in silence with nowhere to turn, having not being in touch with my real family in many years, I am also in a marriage with two children for six years now, my wife has more issues then I can remember, I have lost touch with all my friends trying to reassure her insecure nature.

I love my wife dearly but her numerous disorders are beginning to take it's toll on me, unable to safely offload my personal burdens on her I find myself swallowing hard and trying to stand up to whatever is thrown at me.

I am far from being a negative person and enjoy a good conversation, but even the sternest of people throw up there hand and say 'Enoughs - Enough'

So here I am throwing my last breath of hope at this fine community, I just hope I'm in the right place.........

Creed

[Christina1965]

Hello Creed,
I'm also new here.Interesting to read your post, although I can feel that you want change.
What do you want in life/what would it be if it was good?
Christina

[Creed]

Thank you for the welcome Christina, and welcome to you too....

What I want from life, well thats the cryptic question that has evaded me for years, I guess I'm a simple man who likes positive people with a good outlook on life, just happiness will do me fine.

To be honest I don't know why I just blurted out my Issue's here, I was having a bad day and now I feel a little embarrassed for posting my problem for all to read, hey what's done is done, I was just looking for somewhere to vent in the hope someone had been through a similar situation.

I'm going to stick around anyway, you never know I may be able to help....

Thank you for caring enough to respond Christina, I will not forget.

Creed...