|11-13-2008, 11:08 AM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2008
My life is a mess....but i guess wanting it to change Is a start
Hi my names Neal and honestly in here cus im a totall fcuk up. Im 25 years old with no job, no money no real interest in ever working, a level of lazyness that is unreal and a sinking feeling that im never gonna get any better.
I feel like i just "dont get it" I am not a man im just like a child. im messy disorgainesd. scatter-brained and i carry myself like someone far younger than i am
I have had alot going for me in life. im relativly handsome, healthly, have use of my limbs, fairly intelligent and ive never really had anything major holding me back in life (like a major incident phyically or physiclogicly) I just cant seem to get it together
Im actually at univeristy at the moment (my spelling would suggest otherwise) and im studying a degree in business. The only thing is i could ot even dream of being a businessman the way i am and honestly im not sure if its what i actuallly want.
Im lost in so many ways and it hurts me because i just dont know where or how to start to fix things. the more i try the worse it gets.
Im on here cus i want to stop beating myself up and i want to start somewhere, anywhere. I just need things to change because im sick of life and increasing want it all to end. Im not suicdial
Im sorry if ive brought anyone down reading all this but i jus neeed to tell you my starting point
|11-13-2008, 05:55 PM||#2 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: Abu Dhabi
Congrats & Best of Luck
Congratulations.. you know your problems well and have taken the first step to overcome those. This is one of the best platforms where you could begin. I wish you Best of Luck..
|11-18-2008, 04:39 PM||#4 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: The Darkness / The Never
Sir. You need a kick up the arse!
Get your stuff together and start being real with yourself.
You will end up homeless. You will end up alone. You will end up sick.
Accept those things. Breathe those things in and feel that terrible fear. Tremble at it. Become encased in it.
Write down a goal, something small, anything at all. Do it.
Then write something bigger and do it.
This is the start of your journey. Trust me. And Trust us.
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