Negative Energy Attachment, Demon or Low Vibrational Being?

[michellekaleidoscope]

I've recently become very interested in connecting with my Higher Self, Spirit Guides and Angels. I've been meditating frequently, as well as reading any information that I can get my hands on, and have received some amazing insight, but I'm afraid that I have messed up somewhere along the way. Something really strange happened to me and I'm wondering if anyone has any ideas on what it could be and how I could prevent this kind of experience from happening again.

I woke up from a nightmare today feeling extremely violated and uneasy. Not sad, worse than sad, and extremely abnormal for me. It felt as though a part of myself had been stolen or invaded. My bedroom door had been closed when I went to sleep, but when I awoke it was open. Similarly, my fan was stationary, blowing at one spot. When I awoke it was rotating. I was the only person in the apartment. My father was hundreds of miles away deer hunting with my brother and had been gone all week.

The dream: I was in a building that felt familiar, deja vu ish, though I hadn't seen anything like it in real life. I got the idea that it was supposed to be my place of work, a hotel where I work third shift. In real life I have experienced some strange things there, as have many of the guests and employees. Anyway, in the dream there was a demon(?) trying to attack/possess me. A coworker named Mike (Archangel Michael?) was telling me "You cannot let it scare you, that will only make it worse." I was surrounded by other beings that I think were my spirit guides and angels. The demon or whatever had very strong energy, it was overpowering. It went beyond fear, I was consumed with pure terror. It was as though he was stalking me, building up the fear as a game, just to ♥♥♥♥ with my head.

Then it shifted scenes and I was at the apartment that my late great-aunt and late great-uncle used to live in. My great-uncle gave me a long comforting hug. I thought it was a positive experience but part of me feels as though I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. I have mixed feelings about this part of the dream.

I had forgotten the part with my great-uncle when I awoke but while discussing other aspects of my dreams with my boyfriend, it suddenly came back to me. When I retold it I felt loved and teared up. But now I feel very uneasy. I didn't know him very well; he drank himself to death and yelled at my great-aunt often. I don't know. There was a guest at the hotel last night who reminded me of him. Maybe that has something to do with it.

This is making me really uneasy because I have spent a lot of time the past two weeks connecting with what I thought were my Higher Self/Guides/Angels/God/however you wish to term it. Now I wonder if I've attracted some kind of entity from the hotel or got lost along the way. It may have just been a silly dream but I've felt that level of terror only once or twice that I can remember in my life. Up until this point I had been brimming with love, peace and hope continuously, every day, so it's nothing psychological or situational on my end as far as I can tell.

Another kind of strange thing. I received texts and a call from an unknown phone number. I've gotten into numerology lately and the numbers all had specific meanings to me. Numbers I've been seeing everywhere lately. The first text was "What's up bum?" I figured it was a coworker who got my number from the list, and replied "Haha, who is this?" and they replied "Who is dis?" then called a minute later and left a voicemail with them saying "hello" over and over and over. That's what I had been writing when attempting to connect with my Spirit Guides and that's also what I say whenever I enter certain parts of the hotel, in an effort to be friendly to the entities that I encounter.

Could just be a weird coincidence but when I listened to the voicemail it was as though time stood still. I completely froze and a shiver went down my spine. I couldn't listen to the whole thing until hours later when I was with my boyfriend; there was something really unsettling about the voice and tone. This is really discouraging because I was doing so well with everything on my own, feeling so strong and centered, that for one voicemail to make me so afraid is just really bizarre.

Any help would be really really really appreciated. Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this novel :P

[Nessa]

I have had dreams like that before. Very uneasy, I know. I have never had objects to in the room to move themselves though. I always think I have an OBE as far as the dream part.

I just always try to make sure I keep my vibration high so that other entities that do not belong cannot stay. I sometimes go around the house with the sage and burn a little frankincense and myrrh, asking my Spirit Guides to help me. It does not seem like it was a possession or anything serious in your case, IDK. What mood were you in when you went to sleep? I guess you could be concerned if it continues. Do you feel the "entity" still present? Try to raise your vibrations to love.