Syncronicity, Awakening, My Introduction

[Clair]

(spelling/grammer errors common)

I was troubled this morning, but to introduce myself, lets start before that, in a nutshell of course. I was awakened September 2005 after my Dad crossed over. Coincidences, and syncronicty abound and overwhelmed me and slowly I adapt. I realize this has been with me always and how I pushed it away. There is so much change, expanding energy in all directions of my life. I proclaimed to never turn away again, of course this sort of change is not so easy. If you were to eat a dinosaur, you could not do it in one day. I am with a partner that wants to support me, but I can see this is a place he can not follow. So, fear lay before me. I paid action to the coincidences that I knew he could take and ignored the one I knew his jealousy and insecurity could not. But those coincidences insisted and I took action, in secret. And so it has ALL followed in secret. I dont have a place in my daily, hands on life to talk and explore what is happening to me. It troubles me to have this secret life behind the person that I have promised to share it with.

I have had people find me that have helped tremendously. Almost all have said "there are more helpful people and situations coming." So I wait and trust.

This morning I was having particularly strong growing pains.
God help me. I said.
Syncroncity drew me through a myspace friend request, to a website, to an article by Steve. It was direct and poiniant to my pain, I was riveted, and reasurred. It will all be ok. Trust, Wait, Watch and Action.

So, here I am.

Clair.

[Erin Pavlina]

Welcome. You're doing just fine.

[InJoy]

Hi Clair. (I just love that name)

I was brought to these boards at just the time I needed (and was open to) it as well. I love it when that happens.

Welcome.

[Shamou]

Welcome aboard Clair... hope you like it... and find what you want... or need...

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