Any Thoughts Would Be Most Helpful...
I am going to try and Post this one more time. I have posted this in two seperate sections threads of this forum. If any of you have any insight or relation to what I have been experiencing, I would really love to hear your stories. Thank you for taking the time to read this, I'm sorry that's it's a bit long and detailed. Here it goes...
I have been doing a lot meditation and trying to connect to my higher self. I also have been experiencing some lucid dreaming lately. For the first time, I am having some thoughts of an old relationship with a friend. For some reason I have been having thoughts of him for the past three weeks, almost 24 hours a day. This has never happened to me before, but I really believe it. Some of the best moments are at 4:44 AM, 11:11 in the afternoon. Last night at 4:44AM I awoke suddenly thinking of him. Yesterday the car ahead of me for three miles had the licence plate --- 444. The day before that I hopped off the treadmill and it read 444 calories. When I try talking to my spirit guides or my higher self it doesn't feel like I'm giving back the answers, but then I look at the answers again and they seem to make some sense. I have been asking some very personal questions that I would feel bad of my husband knowing about as well, but I don't have any guilt whatsoever. It seems like it's okay that I'm asking. We are both currently married and live in separate states. I am not one to go against my values and I believe he isn't either.
It's not that suddenly I have started thinking of him after not thinking of him for the past several years. Those thoughts come and go, but this time is so different. More precise and focused. I should also mention that my husband and I are very close and as this more focused thinking started progressing I have attracted to me more of my husband's love. He even has joked to me about my having a "boyfriend". Completely joking, but I swear it has been showing in my physical appearance. I have received several compliments at work all week about how good my hair looks or my work has been outstanding this week. I'm telling you, it's been a wonderful "feel good" thing and that is why I haven't had guilt. But...
The the more pressing thoughts I have are when I recieve answers to my questions. I get very detailed answers to these questions. I have been focusing on LOA since I started watching the Secret last year. I have focused on goals and continue to work on them for myself. I need, for some reason to feel like these thoughts are valid. I believe them and I have faith, but I am realistic as well and not just a person with my head in the clouds. I hope there are others that are willing share something so deep because it has taken me so long to open up with this and work through my fear of it.
I have been reading the meanings of the numbers I have been recieving on any given day. A few days this week I have been recieveing 222, 333 and 555 and even one day this week 0000. The problem I have been finding is that there are many meanings for the numbers (there are many takes). I have been monitoring my thoughts very carefully as 111 suggests. I have to say, I am very pleased with what my thoughts have captured. This is the strange part. No guilt... I don't understand, but I feel like my higher self and his higher self are meeting. Does this make any sense to anyone?
Has anyone else has ever experienced this with another person you were once close with, but can't get in contact with them at the moment? If so, what happened in your future or have you not experienced that yet? I appreciate any thoughts. Thanks
I hope this helps....
Hi Michele :)
Firstly, I would really recommend a reading with Erin, there your guides will be able to give you direct answers to your questions and I feel with your situation that would be really beneficial...
I thought I would pull some tarot cards and oracle cards with your situation in mind, asking for any information that I could put forward using the guidebooks, in order to help you on your path.....
First card I chose was the Tower - breaking out of restrictive relationships.
Second card was the Universe - finding the right partner, unconditional living love, reconciling, sexual union and fulfilment.
I then chose a card from Doreen Virtues Archangel oracle deck, which was Relationship Harmony. The message on the card from Archangel Raguel read "We angels are opening the hearts of everyone involved. Arguments and conflicts are being resolved now."
The additional message in the guidebook is "Your prayers for personal peace have been answered, and you are to be commended for your role in ushering peace into this situation. Visualize everyone involved (including yourself) being cooperative and open-minded, even if particular persons aren't usually this way. Trust the inner guidance you receive, and know the changes are sometimes uncomfortable but often necessary. Ask me to help with any aspects of relationships that need healing. Know that all relationships ultimately have blessings, growth lessons, and love at their core, even if appearances seem otherwise. Stay focused upon this truth as much as possible."
I also pulled two cards from Doreen Virtue's Goddess oracle deck...
1. Dana - High-Priestess - "You have Divine knowledge that can help others through your spiritual teaching" Various meanings include: Honour your Divinity, be role model of peace, look for opportunities to teach, know that you are a leader.
2. Aphrodite - Inner Goddess - "Awaken the goddess within you through dance, self-care, and appreciating your divinity." Various meanings include: Take steps to heal your sexuality, enjoy being feminine, be receptive, and in relationships, allow your softer side to come forward, don't hide your femininity.
.... and another card from Tony Carmine Salerno's beautiful Universal Wisdom deck:
Lilac Mist: "Your life is always perfect; you are always at the right place at the right time.
Your guides and angels surround you at this very moment - stop and feel their presence. They offer you unconditional love and support and ask you to remember that you are an eternal flame, constantly radiating love even though you may not be aware of it. Stop the internal conflict created by your thoughts and let love be your focus.
What you perceive to be a setback or failure is the Universe's way of guiding your life to bigger and better things. Let go of perceived past failures. A miracle will manifest when you truly love and accept that there is always a higher purpose to everything that happens or doesn't happen.
Focus on the light inside your heart, for love will transform your life.
Past present and future exist in perfect and divine order. Much happiness awaits you! All you need do at present is focus on love."
I would say that you are having these thoughts for a reason and perhaps, as Iím sure you have considered, this is an answer to your prayers for fulfilment, easing your soul mate into your life. You are receiving many signs from your angels, only when you are receptive to these signs do you begin to see them, which tells me you are doing very well in raising you consciousness, which also leads me to believe, with Dana the High-Priestess coming up in this reading, that you will be teacher for many others, and that is why you are going through this growth lesson now. Be open to change, and let your inner truth guide you.... It will be for the greatest good of all involved, it always is :)
I am speechless...yet I have so much to say regarding your post. I will write it all out. Let me also give you a huge cyber ((((HUG)))))). Thank you. The emotions have been taking over and I cried.
I was really wanting to call Erin for a reading, but I am having trouble getting to that point still. I am not sure why, but I will talk with Erin soon.
I had a Tarot card reading with a friend of mine in California, over the phone yesterday. She hasn't sent me the detailed email about it all yet, so I Thank You, as well, for doing a Tarot reading for me. I am going to respond to each section because this is so amazing to me. I have felt a bit of sorrow, but feel absolutely in bliss most of the time for various reasons.
"The number I recieved today was 777. A phone number. I didn't answer it. I just stared at the number for as long as I could and made a wish. The first one since this whole spiritual journey began."
I love Doreen Virtue's Angel Number's meaning for 777:
"777- The angels applaud you and congratulate you. Youíre on a spiritual roll. Keep up the good work and know that your dreams are coming true. This is an extremely positive sign and you can expect more miracles to occur."
It truely does feel like a miricle is taking place. I have been feeling lots of emotions this past month with my thoughts. but I do feel very happy.
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