Need help with this, can fate be changed? (READ THE ENTIRE POST)

[Luciddd]

Well an astrologer said to me I was going to have a very good economical position. Yet another astrologer (this one used sidereal astrology or something like that) said that I was going to have a lot of problems with money, another woman who supposedly reads the future by a cigar told me having a lot of money wasnt marked for me.

I really want to know if this is true and if there is a way to change it, because really if it is all written and my "fate" is to resign to be the rest of my life a low or middle classer (I dont want to live limited my whole life) then there is no point to it for me if I cant decide and no matter what I wont succeed, I really must know.

Erin I need your sincere insight in this I sometimes feel that there is something guiding or controlling my life as a toy and really I sometimes find there is no point in living anymore and feel hopeless about everything.