Hello? Can somebody help me find my HS?

[Ace22]

Test, Test, Test, cool........ Just checking to see if I can still post.

[Elfwing]

Your HS also scrambles to edit your life plan if, through your free will, you “mess” things up and get off track.

... Reading that is tempting my Inner Rebel.

Re: Being an avatar of your higher self - I know this is probably not what's intended, and I feel a bit dumb asking this, but does that mean we're (as in, our consciousness) not real, so to speak? I always was under the impression that I was a part of her just split off and that we're connected deep down, but an uncontrolled avatar makes me think of some summoned minion whose existance will stop at the whim of their master. If that makes sense.

She amuses me a bit, though. When I meet someone, one of my failings is that I immediately sort them into categories in my mind. But my higher self is the first "person" I've met that I simply can't do that to. Can't figure her out at all.

Sometimes, she scares me, and I feel like there's something far darker about her than there should be. I just feel it there, and it doesn't feel like normal fear. Has anyone else felt like this?

[Ace22]

Originally Posted by Elfwing

... Reading that is tempting my Inner Rebel.

an uncontrolled avatar makes me think of some summoned minion whose existance will stop at the whim of their master.

I'd say we're more Acolytes than minions.

[Ace22]

I think an appropriate analogy would be:

HS = Queen Isabella

ME = Christopher Columbus

King Ferdinand and Queen Isabella contracted with everyone to make Columbus's sail successful (sort of) Once Columbus left spain he was on his own to use his own judgment to get to the East by sailing West. Still, he represented Spain and the King and Queen. They were his sponsors. They were his "origin".

Still, Columbus had "free will" to change his mind and sail to "Morroco" had he wanted to. But he knew what his mission was.

Unfortunately, as humans, we set sail and leave the directions in the harbor.

Psychic Intuitives act as carrier pigeons (or metaphysical cell phones) to reconnect us with the Queen. Once we're able to reconnect, I would guess the sailing would get much smoother. It's always easier to win a race when you know where and what the finish line looks like? (Then again, part of not knowing is to get you to enjoy the voyage. Sort of like sex)

[Erin Pavlina]

good analogy Ace.

[Ace22]

Originally Posted by Erin Pavlina

good analogy Ace.

What part? Columbus or the Sex?

[Elfwing]

Originally Posted by Ace22

What part? Columbus or the Sex?

*Snerk*

I like the analogy you use. (Columbus one, gutterbrain! ) It makes sense. Thank you.

(Next time, Isabella can sail her own bloody ship. )