I have a question about dreams that become reality

[Masya]

Greetings everyone!

I have been reading this blog for about 3 months. Love it. Love the idea of husband and wife creating and working together on a project so big.

Okay my question. Ill try to keep it short. I had a dream 2 years ago, about a house blowing up in my town. I recognized the house as soon as I saw it. I woke up, it was 4 am in the morning. I got dressed and walked to the house. Took about 20 mins to walk there. During this time I was trying to figure out how to go about talking with these strangers at this time in the morning ( I knew this dream was going to happen). So after I got to the driveway, I paced, and paced, about 20 mins of doing this. I thought this is crazy. I did not know what to do, so I walked back home. I could not sleep. I was feeling bad. So I stayed awake trying to ease the feeling of dread that I had. At 7 am the house exploded. I walked back downtown to the church and talked with a pastor. He was unable to ease my guilt. It haunts me. That I could have saved this couple from death, I was to cowardly to go up to the house and knock or bang on the door. I am not sure how to, or if I can ever forgive myself. I am a people loving person. I do care about what I have done. I just do not know how to get over it.
any advice would be appreciated

Thank you

Carmen

[zeroone]

Wow, I sense that you are a loving person. I love you too.
You seem to have a special gift of being naturally aware [a strong intuition?]. I assume that was your first time feeling/predicting something that big; so don't let it make you feel so guilty. Instead, let that experience serve as a lesson so that from now on you will trust that feeling more. Accept that ability as a "gift" of God and that experience as a lesson. I don't know, but maybe you weren't supposed to rescue them.
Know though, that the people that died didn't stop existing.

P.S., I agree with what you said... "idea of husband and wife creating and working together on a project so big."

Sincerely,
peace and Love,
Robert

[Masya]

Hmm robert I think I am pretty closed off from intuition. Working on that at the moment. I think one of the things holding me back from continuing was the guilt from what had transpired.. It was indeed my first time feeling/predicting something of that nature. Usually it is just knowing who is comming up the driveway( actually that has not happened in a long time either) I think I got to scared? a few times and no one believed me. Even after the fact. I think I hmm scared a few people and thought well no one believes me, or thought i was just weird, so I tryed to block it out, if that makes any sence what so ever..
Your words had a huge impact upon me. I guess another believing and understanding helps? So from my heart thank you very much. I will continue to try to open my self up again. Gift from god, those words make me want to cry in happiness and thankfulness.

Blessed be you
Sincerely

Carmen

[zeroone]

I say this to all my friends,
Know that if you ever need help with anything at all or just need someone to listen, I'll be here to do so; email me at bobbyarroyo[at]gmail.com or just message through the forums.

[Matthew Haupt]

WOW. Masya, your feelings are understandable, but since this was your first time, I don't think you should be too hard on yourself for not knowing what to do. If it happens again, you will know you should act. I think you should accept this and move on.

[Lallymac]

Hi Masya,
I have had the same experiences and they can be disconcerting to say the least. My first was when I was teenager of my best friend's suicide. I carried the guilt of it for a long time but went on to become a gifted clairvoyant/medium and have helped a great deal people. Take heart, you may use your gift in the future to help other people.
I recently watched Sandra Bullock in the movies 'Premonitions' on DVD. There are some really interesting stories in the special features about other people who have experienced the same thing.
Lallymac

[veranadine]

Masya,

Know this, that as a professional spirit channel I have experienced real doubt as well. I think that we all begin our spiritual and psychic development from a place of uncertainty and low confidence in the information that we are receiving.

This experience however seems as if was meant to teach you something about your own abilities.

The purpose of the vision was not for you to save this couple. Their time was certainly meant to be.

There are no coincidences in this vast universe, it is not a coincidence that you could not bring yourself to approach their door, it was simply not meant to be.

Death is only a transformation on a long and very powerful path of spirit. Those people were meant to be released at the time that they were in order to move on to a different state of being.

What you are meant to do is to take this lesson about your gifts, about self-confidence and about free will in order to apply it to your own success and self-development.

I am sending you hope and love so that you may begin to do just that.

Blessings,