Demon attack or something else?

[Spirittap]

3 times during my life while sleeping i have experienced my mind being in a state of chaos and a feel as if it was going to collapse. Basically something goes wrong in the dream, my mind isn't able to compute it, and everything seems to fall apart. When i awake i've felt liked i was being attacked by someone and it takes me several minutes to calm myself. They have occured several years inbetween.

I brought this up once before and someone suggested they are night terrors, but after each episode i've really felt like someone was behind it.

The first occured when i was around 12-14 and during the time i also had several dreams of Spirits chaining me down and hurting me. I have read that dreams are a projection of your fears, but while conscious i was never afraid of that. Those dreams did build a fear tolerance though.

I've had plenty of great experiences with Spirit dating back to when i was 6 years old. From dreams of Spirit visitors to seeing,hearing,feeling Spirits and Spirit related things while awake.

Something i should add is i never really started "protecting" myself until recently. I never knew you could reinforce your aura and/or ask for protection while growing up. The only thing i probably called upon while i was an enfant was imagining the care bears protecting me (lol).