Directionless

[AaronB]

After another typical day of heading absolutely every direction at the same time and getting nowhere, I wondered that maybe my problem is that I need a bigger fish?

Here's what a typical day of mine looks like:

A typical day

Any suggestions?

[elucidate]

Your world seems like a fun place to be AaronB.

By the way, what game was that?

I have no suggestions, though I do have the same issue.

[AaronB]

The game is oblivion desecrated by many mods. I didn't make the video but I found it to be enlightening.

I like making "Am I really really enjoying myself?" to be high on my list of priorities. If I'm not enjoying myself I'm probably draining myself, then I'm likely to drain others around me too.

This video does really reflect my character. How much life can I bring into this moment is far more important to me than building a project with the end result of establishing a world in which I'm able to be more joyful. I feel that we can always bring more joy into right now, and this energy itself moves everyone towards a much more joy filled world, without any contriving required. It's so easy it feels kind of like cheating.

[Merr]

It felt to me like the flying horse should have been a bona fide unicorn. Actually, the feminine tartan skirt and the fun made me think of Abby in NCIS. I don't know if you've ever watched that show but I love the way that she's amazing at her job but that she talks to her machines, plays games and makes things and generally has a great time as well as having some great clothes.

I think the existence of such a character says to me it's possible to strive for all goal that you see as being for 'the greater good', whilst having joy-filled moments that are completely irrelevant to that goal.