Little advice please with fear of rejection and or fear of success

[NIOS]

I am in the process of opening a gym and i have gotten all the right people in place and have investors. I have found the one missing piece to my finalizing my project but it has been a month now that i havent been able to come up with the supplemental income to pay the person to help with the finalizing of my figures, and this guy is really legit. He is willing to negiotate on how much to pay him and so forth. The thing is i ahve tried to get a part time job and do extra things but one thing or another i get thoughts and or get alot of mental imagery going and a full share of self talk. I can manifest at times what i want like that but then times i can dismantle things as quickly as they come. I have been doing EFT for about a month and half. IT has been working and i have worked through alot but still at the same conclusion and need to get through this little hump. I am so close to my dream and it is crazy. Also i have been doing healing codes and it has been working as well. The thing is I have to find a way to stay on the wavelength where im feeling well and positive but it could be moment when i get let down and im like everything changes. This is the short version of what i have been through and well if any one can help and or give sensable advice and actually fought through own demons to reach success in life and professional. Please i need the input. Also i have in this period have been learning alot about myself and it seems as if it is a test cause i am going to be managing a business and it is a start up but that doesnt overwhelm me. I have already done the things that took a lot of time and stress to get to where i am at. From these experiences i dont complain cause i can always see a positive when another may see it to be negative, i believe life is about that.
Anyone

[Gals]

Hi Nios,

For me you're just having some first time jitters. But like you said, you already have almost everything prepared--except yourself, I guess specifically your preparedness. Though you got all stuff ready, but your mindset isn't up to it, how can you even start with your business?

There's nothing to fear but fear itself and if you had those imagined fears building inside you, then you can always be like that and you can't even start your dream.

Good luck dude. And just take the plunge if I were you.

[glennsmith]

While a liitle self-reflection and personal work on yourself is commendable (Demartini said in a talk that Trump does four hours a day on himself!) don't take everything personally. Do you have strong faith that the right thing at the right time will happen (especially if you don't push trying to make something happen)? Remember you are in partnership with the universe, or at least that is an empowering way to hold it.

[NIOS]

that is funny that you say the thing about fear, at first i was fearful and i was like what the worst that can happen about doing all the work to get it prepared. Now outside of that. -I have to get a small amount of funding for my CFO and stabilize my living situation. Fear is not the case i am not afraid to go the extra step.

I am working with the healing codes, maybe you are familar but it has helped and also doing eft. I seem to get it really fast and things start to open up but as things open up the next thing of it be ok saying a person i a girl i want to see(exp) and it manifests. The thing is allowing for good things to happen more consistently so it feels like a habit. I am undoing that process and working vigorously so i can manifest the funds so i can move forward.

[NIOS]

glennsmith,
being native american has allowed me to understand and come to terms with what i am going through and learning to define self. Since i work with people and helping them obtain there goals i see all the time how easy it is to give up. My faith is very stong and for this dream to come true i have every piece except a small fund to pay my CFO. You are right about the self reflection part and since i have been doing healing codes i have been understanding so many things and defining the seven vitues on how i am suppose to live and so forth. It has helped a great deal and i know and understand to separeate emotion from everything that doesnt and or need emotion especially when someone says what you intend to do will not make a profit and or wont succeed and or dealing with envy. Ive heard it all and realizing i have to be my biggest fan no one can bring me up or down i control that. I look at it like drug in that the more i learn i want to know more and more about myself and to because i understand how valuable i am to others.