~Emotional And Mental Poetry~

[NyraSponge]

First of all I would like to state, is I love to write, express ideas the works. I think if anyone has the ability to write in any form, doesn't have to rhyme, lets thrown that unison of emotion and thinking in the same place, since i believe they are interchangeable.

So here is a little poem I wrote... so if anyone has comments and addtions, relations to it, or something they want to express, i am all eyes and ears, and when i say that, i mean i am open visually and audibly to all others views.



I'll start with this one, now it seems some of it is contradiction to what i am experiencing now since i joined this forum, but this is only like a week old. so if you can relate to this or anything let me know I WANT TO KNOW!!!

Could it be an infection?
Is there an antidote?
Can I cough this up?
Like phlegm.
What about them?

Am I the only one that holds all the doubt?
If this is true, why keep fighting?
Why can’t you just let me die out?

You don’t see or hear my cries.
Watch and wait.
I will be your demise.

Want>jealousy>Greed>EVIL
Fear>anger>Hate>EVIL
Loneliness>Emptiness>Sadness>Frustration>Rage>EVIL

I shouldn’t want to feel good.
Shouldn’t want anything.
I don’t deserve to.

Just another example.
Just another statistic.
Just another circumstance.
Just another kiss.
Just another sample.
Just another demonstration.
Just another existence.
Just another whatever this is…

Will I fall down?
Will I come out aroused?
Exchanging complication for convenience.
If I give in to all this lust, and this lofty stuff.
I will indeed turn to rust, and be left unfulfilled with all my greed.

Alter my appearance.
Completely change my wrapper.
I know I would be attractive.
Turning into someone else.
All because I don’t know myself.
And I will still have the same filling.
NO MATTER WHAT!
So tell me what is the point of living.
With all this receiving and giving.
I still feel like there’s something missing.

[Lilith785]

Beautiful, kinda haunting, sad a little. There are times when I can relate.

[NyraSponge]

Originally Posted by Lilith785

Beautiful, kinda haunting, sad a little. There are times when I can relate.

do you still feel the same?

[NyraSponge]

Life it seems ,can be so sweet
So much delectable things to eat
Wish I could taste it all

Life is so cruel, this I know
With the so much pain after pain flow
Wish I could just let it go

So damn torn
I wish I was never born

So on a day I feel okay
But I know that this is just a phase
Soon this treatment will go away

Is this good thing just a daze
Is the bad I feel in the other time the real good
Is this good the real torture
Shouldn’t have to swing between two extremes
No wonder I am so ambivalent

I need balance in my life
But one side is weighing the other down

Will these questions die
Or will I

Burning out, need to douse
So much wood
Just need the answers for my fuel
And never let this die
So much gasoline
And it can all be mine
With knowledge I can do whatever I want
But with my emotions i feel the haunt
The desire is the taunt

>> That is all i had for this one.
always writing things.