|01-09-2009, 04:26 AM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Dec 2008
So much pain
I am in so much emotional pain. I know this post will sound petty and childish, but I don't give a darn anymore.
I hate being the outcast in my family. I hate the feeling of always being alone with no one to run to. I hate the feeling of not being good enough for them. Why can't I be good enough for them? Why can't I stop wanting they're approval. What do I do for them to feel this way?!
When I am depressed or in pain they dismiss it. To quote them "It's not like anything really bad has ever happened to you. You know your life isn't that stressful. Just ignore her, she's being all weird today."
It hurts so bad. It hurts ...so ...bad. I can't stand it.
I can't do anything to feel better and I can't even find a place to be alone and cry!!!
I want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Last edited by Remorse; 01-09-2009 at 04:29 AM.
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