Arriving

[Lauxa]

When I discovered Steve's site almost 2 years ago I was a very unhappy person. Depressed and frustrated almost constantly with a streak of self-hatred and even suicidal thoughts. I couldn't control my mind and make it work for me instead of against me. Even though my life was pretty good, I resented it constantly.

Suddenly it is like a switch has flipped and it is so easy. It is suddenly so obvious to me that resenting reality is insane. I thought before that reality was wrong and that my resentment would somehow provide the fuel to fix it. But instead I was just wasting mental energy on negativity. By dropping the negativity and finally accepting what already is, I have so much more energy to create the reality I desire.

I feel amazing, I want to shout from the rooftops. I see friends and family who are still stuck in their emotional pain and I just want to tell them how easy it is to be at peace. Instead of preaching at them, I just shower them with love and kindness.

Additionally, I am suddenly manifesting like crazy. Much of this is from extra effort on my part that is a side-effect of having so much extra energy. But it's also showing up in ways that I cannot claim credit for... getting parking spaces, my husband brought home a bonus from work, etc.

I don't have any original insight on how to do this, it's just like everyone says. Acceptance. Being present. Watching my mind and knowing that my mind alone is not Who I Am. Saying "Yes" to Life. All the things that seem so impossible when you are stuck in frustration and despair.

[viscapes]

Well done you! If there was a back patting smiley I'd give you one.

[dancer]

I've had a similar experience and I am totally on board with you. You are so right about how manifestations improve when you experience an energy shift. It's one ting to read about it in the LOA books, but when you experience it, first-hand, it is extremely inspiring. In hindsight, it is so obvious why some of the negative experiences have materialised.

Congratulations!

[Mags]

Excellent! Well done, Lauxa. I love hearing inspirational stories like this.

[pianoperformer]

Yay! Congratulations!

I'm getting to that place. It was only for a few hours, at first, then for a few days. But once it happens it's nearly imposible to go back to how it used to be for very long.

Good job with the manifestation, too. That's great.