Oh no I think it's going to happen again

[ellie]

Ok well I think it's all about to happen yet again. Need you ask?

Well remember how the last few times I have got two job offers at the same time and I have had to be strong and knock one back. I've reported two incidents like this already on here - lol!

Well I think it might happen again - lol!
Ok it hasn't quite happened yet, but I've given a quote on a job and I'm pretty sure the guys relying on me to do the jobs, but in the meantime today I got asked to an interview on monday. I'm not a 100% sure but I feel I will get the job. So now I will have to let down the guy, because I don't think I will be able to juggle the jobs with a full-time job.

Yes maybe I'm jumping the gun, but it's the same feeling I got when I was sure I was going to get my last job, before I even went for the interview and also the jobs before that.

I think something above is trying to teach me something, don't you. The bizaare thing is I haven't really search for any of this work and the minute I get something they come at the same time gggrrrr!

I'm seeing such a strong pattern in my life, it's unbelievable. It's like that pattern is so obvious that the powers above want me to recognise it and learn from it. These patterns happen over and over again.

Now if only I could learn the pattern to the lottery tickets, then I would be set

[Angela]

You are so stinkin' powerful, Ellie! You are completely committed and indefatigable about learning what you know you need to learn. I really admire that about you!

Please keep us posted about how it goes this time. It's like a really fun movie where we're totally rooting for the beautiful heroine.