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You are right now of the understanding that the 'consequences' are limited to physical laws set by man. You are going to be in for one hell of a ride. | |
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Raise your hand if you think Ziodino is teenage. o/ I'll withhold any further comments for now. But since that came up, I'm a Chaote too (but not just a Chaote). I haven't really found the site (darkworkers com) too useful yet, though I'll give a few more articles a try. (I'm not saying it's useless, I've just read way too much stuff on the topic so nothing is really new.) Quote:
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Annie hit it on the head when she switched to the word satisfaction instead. You can be satisfied with your life whether you're riding high or pounding your fist into the ground. You cannot, however, be happy in both of those situations. The difference? Happiness is static, it's unchanging, it rises one moment and leaves the next. It's literally impossible to maintain it indefinitely and the only reason you'd chase it is fear, fear that if you don't you'll never experience it again. Satisfaction flows into many different states because it's not an emotion (though emotion can be part of it) and it can encompass your whole life beyond a single moment. It's not an ideal so much as it is a sense of peace which pervades everything you do. This is the fruit of acceptance and it is one of the most powerful parts of polarization. Last edited by Cado; 08-09-2011 at 06:04 PM. | |
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The question is are you feeling resistance? Because if you are you will get hamstrung and you will bring the rage of hell upon yourself-but that can happen no matter what's driving you. Take something like love-people have this idea that love can never hurt you, and if it does they blame resistance to love instead of the emotion or energy itself. If you get hurt by anger, anger is considered to be at fault when anger=/=resistance. It's still the resistance that's causing the problem and when it comes down to it we decide what to give ourselves regardless of whether our actions are for good or ill. | |
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It seems to me that the OP has been in symbiosis with a negative entity for some time now, that it's succeeded in co-opting this person's volition. Luckily for us, the human or demon isn't all that powerful, otherwise he wouldn't be bragging on the Internet about how bad he is. But he's more than powerful enough to sustain his host, and maintain an energetic surplus that feeds his lifestyle. Eventually though, the lack of positive energy feeding back into his life will force him to hit bottom, probably through some form of substance abuse. He'll have to "shake off his demons" and return to positive orientation. | |
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At some point, the OP was just a kid without all of these philosophical notions to protect, without any kind of emotional ability. One day, he gets seriously peeved, maybe at his parents. At that point, a demon notices and gets involved, latching onto his host. What would normally happen is the kid's anger subsides, and he passes through his moment of weakness, unscathed. But instead, the demon feeds the anger, planting a seed of hatred. The kid thinks its all him, and over the next few months it slowly transforms him into someone who would think nothing of misleading and manipulating, a shadow of his former self. But that shadow feels powerful, the demon draws anger, which feels like power, up into him. With this feeling of power, a person can start using others to feed the demon. He'll trick girls into giving him their sexual energy, and that energy won't be uplift and empower him, as it would most guys, it'll go straight to the demon host. He and it won't be satisfied, so they'll keep doing it. The demon knows what it's doing, the kid doesn't. The demon's gaining power and influence, when it finishes riding this host into the ground, like a horse, it'll find a more powerful one to latch onto and control. | |
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The good thing about the early stages is that you don't have enough energy behind you to get into major trouble. You've got room to experiment, explore, and fail. Now later on it gets really nasty if you slip-on either road.
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Reading the other's post, I was saying to myself, "Yeah, I kinda need to learn and live life more to understand those things..." But, your reply was just... Possessed by what!? Come on, I'm balancing my life here. I'm not entirely good, I'm not all that bad either. (Though that's arbitrary, what constitute "good" or "bad" anyway? Face it, it's man made, dude) I do what I feel good(helping others, teaching, etc.) but I don't ******** my desires either Besides, what makes you think you know what I mean by lying to my parents, stealing(though I never have stolen before, consciously), etc.? It could be the smallest thing like saying, "Mom, I'm going to Karen's house today" but I went to the game center instead(Note that I've never done such thing consciously either) Oh yeah, I've NEVER **** a dog! LoL PS: No offense. Just straightening some freaky stuffs you threw at me there. | |
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Okay, I don't know about you guys, but I've always been conscious all this time. I can always KNOW where the emotions, feelings, etc. originated from. This is not anger I'm feeling now, not even close. To be honest, I always track my path in personal growth. I knew that the reason I left my old religion was because I read certain books at certain times. Whatever emotions I feel, I will always project the outcome in following it, or let it slide(or transform it). I've Never, NEVER ever think of causing harm for the sake of satisfying my anger consciously. Even when I DO follow my emotion to harm, I always do it for the sake of learning. I experiment with what I feel when I do or NOT doing certain things. All these things I laid before was just my philosophical view(partly) that I took to the Extreme. I think it's fine doing any of the so called "bad" things as long as you "earn some, or learn some" | |
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The words you said, they weren't just the idle sayings of an ignorant kid. They were the sorts of words that belie deeper truth. You could well have a demonic entity pushing you towards the dark path, giving you a philosophical reason to look the other way while it co-opts your willpower to help feed itself. If you want to truly know, you might have luck looking for its influence throughout your life. Think about when this started. You haven't always wanted to lie and cheat. What kicked this off? Why do you want to go down this path? By thinking in this way, you're using mental tools to reinforce your free will. Go from a place of emotional stability, when you're not emotionally off. Any sudden emotion should point you to where in your psyche a demon's latching on to. You might find sudden emotions welling up when thinking about the event that triggered its influence. It's not that I don't want you to be a darkworker. You might well go through this exercise and exorcise the demon and then decide that darkworking is still right for you. Wouldn't bother me at all. But I want you to make that decision consciously. I want it to be a positive influence on your life. And so you're going to have to go over your decision here with a fine toothed comb. You can't just assume that all of your decisions are your own. Your actions here need to be scrutinized as well. You say you're lying unconsciously. Could be nothing, could be part of a larger pattern. You lied and said you consciously steal. That lie also seemed unconscious. Could be nothing, could be a demon subtly influencing your mind in preparation for actually causing you to start stealing. Good luck, seriously. | |
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I'll be honest and say that at first I found your posts toward the OP to be really funny, Vince. That's because it seemed really over the top, almost like it was a semi-satirical reaction to what he had put forth, but as it seems you're serious I get the impression that you're overreaching. But then I understand we come at things from a fundamentally different perspective so that's probably where the difference in perception comes from. I think it just strikes me as an oddly Christian notion that demons would be responsible for pushing people to lie or cheat when really, people seem quite capable of choosing either entirely on their own. And as for good and evil? The distinction has always come off as arbitrary. These are things invented by man-they're labels of a particular kind of behavior which, whether it exists apart from us or not, our labels will alter how we perceive them. There seems to be no indication there is any force within the universe which declares that there are rights and wrongs on a cosmic scale, everything just is and the rest is shaped by consciousness. I don't know that there's any use delving deeper into it because, as I said, I know we're coming from fundamentally different perspectives and we've sparred on this before so it's easy to predict where it would go, I just find myself fascinated that such differing perceptions can emerge on things like this. |
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I actually agree with Vince on the demon thing. If you're not much of a believer then you won't experience demons as entities with certain names and appearances, but their essences can still be there, affecting your feelings and thereby your thoughts (and thereby all of you). I've dealt with those bastards and I'm pretty sure I'm dealing with one right now. Of course I'll say that I'm responsible for all of my actions and I can't blame anything on a devil -- but it still helps to acknowledge that a demon is a demon if it helps one deal with it more effectively. Quote:
The thing with happiness is that one can use it to suppress other emotions, but to feel peace (no strong emotions) I have to acknowledge in all honesty that everything is fine the way it is. I'm not chasing happiness, I don't need it if I have peace. | |
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I was wondering myself. Since I recently had a demon removed from me and knowing myself I am considered by some people to be "too honest", to an annoying degree. I don't lie unless I really need to...so where was this demon influencing me? Sometimes a lie will slip out, but I put that down to old dysfunctional habits. I don't cheat either...well, I did once...but about 17 years ago.If this demon was with me since I was a kid, you'd think I'd be a bit more devilish than I am...although, I will be honest and say that at times I have heard a voice in me prompting me to 'be evil'. We have free will though, demons can't make us do anything we don't agree to do. Quote:
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You assume a demon manifests as impulses to do "evil" things. I don't even believe in free will, I believe we're affected by everything that happens to us. You can compare this to drug addiction, surely people know that it's a bad thing, yet some get addicted anyway and can't always just utilize their "free will" to get out of it, some don't even see why they should try. | |
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I was aware of an entity in my energy field from the age of 20 onwards, but didn't know what to do about it. It's wholly possible there was no demon to begin with, but given that no money passed hands either, I don't see why she would lie about it...though humans are strange like that? So yeah... I don't really know if any of it was true, but I did feel much better after she had 'removed' it with the help of Source. I know we are influenced by everything around us, and I think we still have a say as to what we choose to do though. I was responding to Vinces assumption that demons make us lie, cheat and steal. My thinking is that we all have these aspects to us anyway...so there is a little bit of devil in everyone...no need for possession to take place. | |
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Hmmmm...... Never thought of that before...Doubt it though because I'm a big soft soppy thing, do things for the dog even when I'm tired, give money to people, cry over Last edited by bluestar; 08-10-2011 at 12:08 AM. | |
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| I'm fully convinced now that a whole host of mental and physical disorders have a demonic component. If you listen to some of the more extreme stories of meth addiction, you'll see clear signs of demonic influence. I think they're far, far more common than we give them credit for.
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Even if it's not demonic, there is still a moral to this story. It's not good energy. Not good juju. If you play with explosives for long enough it's a statistical inevitability that you're going to blow your hand off. Explosives are powerful and can be used occasionally in a larger positive context with great positive effects. If you use them as a way of life however, you will destroy yourself. |
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I don't know that I agree that people never do anything "wicked" just for pleasure, all on their own, but you're right that we always have a justification. As I've said plainly, I'm not gonna cheat or steal unless someone has already wronged me in some way, or I'm playing a game where that's the only way to win. I'm talking something big-scale, like a fight against a corporation. If I tie my hands, I give them that much more room to maneuver around me and it's clear that ideals alone will not bring the change I desire. You actually hit on something later in this post-the one I quoted-about how entities have varying perspectives just like we do, which is something I wanted to bring up. That does a lot to muddle truth in these discussions, I think, so I pose the question-how does one know who they're talking to, or that (regardless of the feeling you get from them) they speak the truth? I've felt the influence of things which were not "me", so to speak, but I've never benefited from framing it as an entity's influence. In fact moving in that direction gave my feelings of dread absolute power over me. As I take a utilitarian approach to truth, be it physical, spiritual, or intellectual, I question the validity of that line of thinking in most cases because what does it help? Personal experiences will vary, and there have been a few times I've actually benefited from framing certain internal conflicts as battles with demons, but I'm still wondering how we get to the truth on the matter, with a capital T. It's so tricky because unlike with intellectual pursuits there aren't many tools for discussing this kind of thing in a structured way that easily facilitates the sharing of experiences-experiences which are often necessary to even see what's being discussed. So while on the one hand I don't want to write off what you've said but on the other I know I disagree at certain points but it's hard to articulate why. It makes me think that, on the whole, we have only established basics and the whole universe is still figuring itself out and because consciousness decides the shape of creation "Truth" is just another ideal because it only applies to things which are transient and changing. I always tended to think of it the same way as peace, which is an underlying principle upon which everything else can be built and, when placed deep enough, cannot be shaken, but perhaps Peace/Acceptance really are the only constants-at least for now. | |
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I've actually seen that book in a store near where I live. I almost bought it just out of interest. | |
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A demonic perspective can also be taken. When you look at the differences between the human perspective, informed by the altruistic bent to our collective character given to us by DNA and evolution, and the divine, informed by all-powerful eternity, you'll see how utterly alien it is for a person to act from a demonic one. It takes powerful influence to counteract genetic altruism. Where's that influence going to come from? Has to be demons. Quote:
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Knowing the Truth separate from perspective is very rare. You'd have to be enlightened just to get close to it. And, to be frank, from a strictly utilitarian perspective, you don't need it. I've used this metaphor several times already, but as a leaf floating on a river, the only way you can change your position willingly is to transform into a fish, killing the whole point. Quote:
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A virus does not care if the host dies, so long as it can sustain itself and spread. A psychopath needs to sustain itself, so it's going to respond to human social correction and not kill the golden goose. A demon's just going to push you to destroy yourself. | |
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