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04-15-2011, 08:21 PM
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**** it, im done. Its time to make them pay. All of them. You know, all i ever wanted was a normal life, i wanted to graduate, get a job, a house, a family. Its all i wanted. BUT NO. thats not why im here. I see that now. Its time i go back. I dont belong here, i never have. The only reason im here is because i was too weak to resist my parents bringing me here when i was a kid. I need to go inside that cave. Its always been there, pulling me in, taking everything i've ever wanted, everything i've ever loved. This life, the life im living--****! i can do better i know i can..i just need some time..i wanna go back to school, i mean i know i have no one but i can live a normal life right? --This world is not for yme. You have to make them see.--imagine me at prom--imagine yourself above all--but i want to be human, i want to love someone--THAT IS NOT WHY YOU'RE HERE! why is this so hard for you too see? Look at yourself in the mirror and tell me! do you honestly think this pathetic normal life is for someone like you?--no..but i can try..i know im not perfect, and i know im at a disadvantage, but i dont want to change this world..i just want to be a part of it..--THATS NOT THE ****ING POINT! have you forgotten everything? are you going to ignore your fate and purpose just so you can fit in?! what has happened to you?--idk, i just..i just want to be someone--AND YOU CAN! imagine yourself if you go back! you will control everything!--fine. ill do it...ill go back and ill show the world..ill show them their truth...
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04-15-2011, 08:32 PM
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no.no..nO.NO...i cant go back.this place..i know this life..i know theres more to life than the phisycal..but..idk i dont want to go back into the spiritual...i just want to get drunk and have fun..i like reality..its.solid--so its true, you really have fallen. you're diggin your own grave. Do what you want, die like one of them, after all thats expected of you.
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04-15-2011, 08:48 PM
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ill start school in 3 weeks. ill be a changed man, ill have confidence, ill talk to him, then everything will be fine. Ill workout, ill go to parties, ill have the time of my life. When i graduate ill start my firefighter career, ill get my own apartnment, a little dog, ill live in the city and i will make a life for myself. Ill meet a nice girl, we'll date, fall in love, ill propose to her, then we'll move into the country, we'll start our own business in a little town, well have kids and well row old with them.... - --- - you go back to your homeland, the chains of your past dissapear, you find the cave, you go in and you come out as a changed being. You stand up for your beliefs, you destroy those who stand in your way, the world of faerie is once again reborn into this planet. You control their fates, or better you open their eyes to their fates. You save the world from its vile state. A new world, your world... |
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