How has polarity improved your life?

[CroMagna]

I'm curious about those who are polarized as lightworkers/darkworkers and how your life has improved psychologically and practically.

[Xanafax]

Hey Cro! I am on my way to integrating the principles of Lightworking.

So far I have improved my friendships, improved my mental ability, improved my diet, improved my level of fitness, reduced TV time, increased study time...

It has just been great.

[darkw0rker]

It has made my mind more confused than ever, more jealous than ever, more fearful than ever and the worst of all, most discouraged than ever.

From what I've wrote you can clearly see that I'm a big darkworker failure. Maybe that's a sign that darkworking is not for me, but I don't believe in signs and superstitious stuff.

[Cran]

Although I choose a different path than Xanafax, my experiences are similar.

(Note: I decided to be "selfish" and do only what benefits me years before I found this blog/forum, obviously, I didn't call it "darkworking" then, but in principle, it was the same. I had dropped out of school with the lowest qualification Germany offers and spent four years doing nearly nothing, I was abroad two years, but got no education, lived of my parents money and was very unhappy.)

Since my early twenties (I am 27 now), I:

- got my A-levels
- got a diploma from university
- currently working on a second degree (called Magister in Germany) and a dissertation
- improved my diet (from a junk-food-only eating bulimic to vegan with very little sugar and junk, although still purging from time to time) and my fitness, although it is still quite low
- got a check on my time-wasting, although still not THAT productive (currently, I work three hours a day for my goals, more will make me feel overwhelmed and then I'll do nothing)
- managed to get a grip on my daily affairs (keep my clothes washed, a reasonably clean flat, care well for my pets, pay bills on time, don't get into dept - ok, ok, I am currently -100 on my dispo, but... christmas presents)
- changed my religion
- have some friends I care about and vice versa and have good relations with my family

Perhaps this does not sound SUCCESSFULL in the terms of money and power, but for me, it is wonderful and many steps will lead to achieve my goals that do involve typical "darkworking" things, but not stereotypes like "I want to be a billionare and push everybody around" .

[CroMagna]

Congratulations guys! Keep it up!

That's it, just three people?

[CroMagna]

Originally Posted by darkw0rker

It has made my mind more confused than ever, more jealous than ever, more fearful than ever and the worst of all, most discouraged than ever.

From what I've wrote you can clearly see that I'm a big darkworker failure. Maybe that's a sign that darkworking is not for me, but I don't believe in signs and superstitious stuff.

Then you aren't polarized.

confused? - Polarity brings clarity to a situation. For four years I worried about my career choice. I went all around Jericho's barn, wanting to work for the UN, wanting to be a psychiatrist, wanting to be a professor, wanting to be a social worker, etc. I went to several career centers and took several career assessment tests, including the Myers-Briggs and the Strong Interest Inventory. In two days on this forum while polarized, I was able to pinpoint my career choice and I haven't wavered since.

jealous? - Darkworking is about love of self. A darkworker is his own highest value. A darkworker will do anything to help himself.

fearful? - Darkworkers conquer fear. They are ultimate reassured that nothing will stand in their way.

discouraged? - Don't give up! Keep trying!