First things First
Your a Junky but your preferred drug is video games and forums.
There are only 3 ways you can get motivated
-Desperation
-Inspiration
-Raw logic
Desperation can be in the form of a deadline, so if you dont meet the dead line you loose your job or if you wanna be dramatic your right hand.
Inspiration can be in the form of your serving something greater than yourself or bettering yourself, so you go to your job knowing that you’re helping others in some greater sense or you’re improving your self.
Raw logic.
You know your problem.
You know your outcome.
You know why you want your outcome.
You find the fastest and most effective way to achieve your outcome (Even if that includes destroying a major city).
You eliminate the things stopping you from achieving your outcome.
You achieve your outcome.
In this instance you will need to uninstall all your games and banned yourself from the net, call IT they will gladly assist.