| | 10.14.11
Went out today after work for about 45 min and tried talking to girls on the street. Asked a bunch for directions and told one I thought she was really cute and wanted to say hi. Extremely happy with progress today. I actually did something and am that much closer to my long term goal of meaningful relationship with someone I like.
Also realized today that I have been bumming myself out by getting pissed off that things arent going that well with a girl I am dating in California. Dont see her very often and she didnt return my call yesterday. Nonetheless, it was because of all the hard work I put in that I was able to meet her in the first place. If I keep pushing I will get there. Should celebrate how close I got not feel down that things now see to be on the downswing.