I revive this thread for the reason that I once again seek guidance:
I KNOW all the secrets but I don't FEEL myself at those points.
First, allow me to share this story with you guys:
There was this girl I met in my sophomore year of high school. I had a huge crush on her after she graduated that year. To cut the long story short, I had a huge, and i mean HUGE crush on her to the point where I thought SHE was my soulmate and the woman I was going to marry. I never saw her again after that. She would friend me on MySpace and Facebook but all of my messages to her would go unanswered. I prayed that I would see her again and I never did until one morning briefly at the end of this past August.
The best thing of it is, I wasn't even thinking about her and I ran into her. I LOVE IT! That was completely unexpected!
Now get this -- I can't count the amount of times I have prayed that I would meet my soulmate, but I also said to the universe that I want it to be unexpected -- a pleasant surprise, meaning I won't even be thinking anything about it and I don't want to. I don't wanna know when or how but I did tell the Universe I want it to happen on a Friday or Saturday night.
Q: Master, when will I meet my soulmate?
A: When you no longer think and feel that it is missing from your life. That's when. Also when you achieve vibrational alignment with that which is your soul, then you will recognize that which matches that. You have got to be expectant of it, not sit there and be aware that you do not have it. That's being aligned with whatever it is that you desire. It is also when you learn to love that which you truly are, as you are right now. Remember, finding the perfect mate begins with finding the perfect love inside yourself first and always!
OK. I know the musts and I have mastered those. I know the keys. But just how do I get at that point? I am at the point where I love myself and all that I am and who I am but I still do feel myself feeling a little needy with this trip being in the works. How do I get into the point where I don't care if I meet her or not? Tell me, Master. how do I get into the mindset of "Oh, I don't need you at all..." where I do feel like it's just an extra icing on the cake instead of a missing puzzle piece? Just how?