Hmmm.... I'm wondering if there's a connection with all the surgeries (TWO heart surgeries!), your car's ENGINE problem, and your emotional state. It's almost like... there's something not quite right deep inside, but they're all getting what they need to bring the problem to light and fix it. Does this ring true at all to your boyfriend/not boyfriend situation? Has it brought feelings/beliefs to light that would have otherwise remained hidden had you stayed together?
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