Hi,Rosie!!

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I believe that your life.....before and after death is deeply rooted in your belief system.If you believe there will be nothing,and you cease to exist,that is what you will do.If you beleive that you are going to go to Heaven to touch the face of Jesus,you will.If you believe you will reunite with your loved ones, you will.
Sometimes I think that we analyize these things too much ,and the most simple thing to do is to just look into your heart,and listen to your inner voice.
I had a scribe once tell me that you cannot disprove that which has yet to be proven,and that out of chaos comes perfection.
So be it
opinestle