| | Week 1 Day 5
Day 3 manifested the lawyer we needed. One sibling on board, Intend for other sibling to join.
Day 4 manifested the check I have been waiting for. Bt even better. I received a call from the bureaucrat yesterday morning to alert me that it was available enabling me to drive 90 miles to get the check and get it in my acount before the close of business. The banker offered to help me clear up some of the insufficient funds charges. But more keenly, I used the driving time to focus on awareness of the necessay shift into a higher energy all too good efffect. As a consequence I was able to tackle two actions that in the past would have induced crippling anxiety.
Day 5 - I am feeling stronger today than in a very long time. This adds to my confidence in the process. In fact, today, the switch between anxiety and dark inner voice messages is much easier to switch. All I can say it THANKS. This is work I am willing to do. Even the portion which entails opening up the buried wounds and sources of such pain. There is surely more to come but each day of opening up helps move forward. REcognizing that the pain, rejection, failure, sense of inadequacy is of this earthly realm and outside the scope of Reality is such a new experience. Seeing the differrence between Reality on the spiritual level and reality on the solid level is surprising - ineffible really.