man i keep having these thoughts where i feel like i am just not a good person and that i am not a fun and good person. today my best friend doesnt want to hang out cause my other friend is not coming. he doesnt want to go because its not as fun without him. i told him i wanted to hang out with him but he was like yeah i gotta go do this and that but if the other guy comes then i will. to me it feels like it dont matter if i am there or not as long as the other guy does. i dont know if that makes sense but it eats me up. its been bothering me for some reason.
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