Originally Posted by CaterpillarWoman
Of course, it's also possible that you're so very attached to the idea of becoming pregnant that you're not letting go of it long enough to allow it to manifest. I've done this countless times (not with conception, but with other things). You want it so much you hold on and hold on and hold on. But doing that is like saying you want to grow tomatoes but you hold the seeds in your hand and never put them in the ground and let them grow.
I see what you're saying here. I feel like if I let go of the idea that the universe will think I no longer want it.
And I didn't mean to imply that mid-30's was getting too old! My hubby and I are just at the point where if we got pregnant now, we'd stop at 1 child instead of keepin' on with the fertility treatments.