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Originally Posted by wilddreamer Could my desire to be thin actually be manifesting my infertility?? |
More likely your dislike of your body. Perhaps there's some underlying belief that if you become pregnant you'll get even more overweight and be unable to lose it. Or perhaps there are other subconscious fears relating to pregnancy or to parenthood. Impossible for me to guess (it's your subconscious, after all), but my life experience is that when something we want just isn't happening no matter what we do, it's because there's something underneath, something subconscious, that's creating conflict.
Of course, it's also possible that you're so very attached to the idea of becoming pregnant that you're not letting go of it long enough to allow it to manifest. I've done this countless times (not with conception, but with other things). You want it so much you hold on and hold on and hold on. But doing that is like saying you want to grow tomatoes but you hold the seeds in your hand and never put them in the ground and let them grow.
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Originally Posted by wilddreamer How could I change this to my favor? |
Self-examination, self-awareness. Find out if there are subconscious issues creating conflicts.
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Originally Posted by wilddreamer I saw a psychic once a few years ago who claimed I would have 4 children (boy, girl, boy, boy). I always joke that I'm so old now (mid-30's) that I'd have to have them all at once! |
Well, I'm 47 and I am still fertile (I keep track of these things in various mundane ways). Plenty of women have healthy babies well into their forties, so don't count yourself out just yet.
Oh, and as you age, your chances of conceiving fraternal twins increases, too. Just thought I'd mention it.