I have to remind myself "outloud" that I am still manifesting important things while I go through this "skin scraping" process of refinement. One of my posted Intentions was to make connections. This is happening on a daily basis on-line and in person. Connecting with others has been a enormous and painful void for some time. So this manifestation is qute significant for me.
It also serves to encourage me to push forward during this most difficult time. While the volume of the anxiety is so loud it is definitely difficult for me to keep the feeling of the M being completed but I am compensating by being thankful and holding on to the gratitude.
I now recognize this pain as a necessary cleansing process in order to move forward and I am sincerely thankful for that.