I've been bullied for 4 years and I was sad,lonely but in the end I was grateful,grateful for the power they gave me (the antidote i made for myself). Day after day,when I was at home I asked myself lots of questions that sounded like this:
Why does this only happen to me? Do I really deserve this? Why?
Now the power I got from these questions was very unique,I haven't seen many use it when it was really necessary but I did and I somehow managed to stop revenges in other cases. I created the ability to understand a person's reasons,his focus (even the tiniest look at his arm) small things that show so much. My first time readings of people turned out to be more accurate than I ever thought they'd be. I could also learn to read what was behind their words. All of these things were proven,they weren't my imagination and that made me happy in the end; obtaining this after such a long time of torture (especially when I was very young).
NOW REGARDING BULLIES:
They are very smart when it comes to tactics; i'll give them that but when they are ignored (not just pretending that they dont exist) or you look into their eyes after they pushed you and you say: I Don't allow you to hit me (just try it and be convinced of it, trust me; it works). Also when all of them are near you the best solution is not to hit them NOT TO HIT THEM; thats exactly what they want; why? because they are cowards and will use you starting it as an excuse. Don't worry theres a very smart,honorable and powerful way out of it. Just leave the room,go wherever you want but look as if you know where you're going and just leave.
Also, one of the years I've been bullied(the last one) I didn't survive, i just lived with that. First of all their opinions didn't exist to me,they were no-ones and I just kept my mouth shut all the time with them. They were so curious about myself but that made them seem so dumb,as they truly were. If they couldnt understand my silence how the hell did they expect to understand my words?
Bullies are just pathetic,I still despise them to this day and I want to become just like batman - as strong,as willing to protect others and myself as I can.
I know it sounds a bit childish but the 2005 movie was very inspiring for me,especially regarding fear aspects.