Hello, ellie, welcome back.
At the very least, you have some job...
And seems like you like your job itself, it's just that some people make it hard for you...
Maybe the first shot at teaching went a bit south, but maybe you can get clear about what went wrong and get yourself clear, how to make it better.
I have no job at all and it means that I have very little money which means that I'm constantly anxious about how I can make some money so I wouldn't be so anxious any more...
