alexinspire you are very similar to me in many ways. i just gotta start joining clubs and organizations where i can be with alot of people. i am going to be starting school soon so i will definitly remmember to join a few clubs so i can participate. i never did that in high school and thought it was stupid. also my job at the moment kind of is a one man job so i am by myself. like today i work by myself for 11 hours i talked to a few people but i was reading and drawing for most of the time. i didnt feel like talking to people but i ended up talking to a few which was all right.
i many times prefer to be alone lost in my thoughts and dont liek to talk to people. i noticed also that there are certin times if i am alone i feel like i am not lonely but sometimes it triggers and i feel loneliness. i gotta figure out why.
also i have noticed in the past year that i kind of took life easy. it was partly because alot of things went wrong with friends and i was in alot of pain physically mentaly. so in the back of my mind i was like i will take it easy and same with meeting people andnot try as hard and it hasnt worked too well. so i am committing myself to change.
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