Originally Posted by healthymind
Yes it's hard to find a pidgeon hole in which I fit. I should know been trying them all out since I got on the planet. Maybe I should have written my expression, my service and my knowledge then you'd be happy in your definition of me...no?
In any case it's an interesting and unexpected turn of events. The thing about stuff is that in the beginning it can motivate a lot of people, it even jazzed me up for a while but it doesn't satisfy the soul. Behind the desire for a top of line, shiny new scooter (irony) lies the true desire which is one for freedom. It's not the stuff it's what the stuff means to you. If you've already got connected to the reason behind the stuff then the stuff won't move you.
Now what are your thoughts?
Ah yes pidgeon holes, I've only been breaking free off those for the past 7 months or so. The funny part is that the entire society is SO happy to stuff you in one that sometimes you almost start to believe that 'I'm just a xxxx and nothing more'. Thats stupid from most sensible viewpoints...
Theres a truth in those words, most people misjudge there true desires big time. They want the big fat car but the underlying reason is that they think it'll get them respect and a good looking lady. Funny part is that the road to those two things can be so much shorter if you don't take a sidetrip to the car (it doesn't even gaurantee those things).
I'm planning a session tomorrow where I'm going to do something I should've done 6 months ago, carefully examining my beliefs/my goals and my true desires. I fear ugliness coming up because there are a few things that I feel I've been hiding for myself so wish me luck.
Oh and by the way, I wouldn't DARE to make a definition on you over the internet because from the looks of it thats impossible anyway.
Ps. Its odd but looking back over all my older posts, there's a trend going on...Everytime I change a part of my personality my writing style changes, gotta pay attention to that as well tomorrow.