Today I realized the importance of having my own space to create my new reality, in this period of transformation
Because the reality Im creating is far beyond what my life has been so far
I cannot hang out with old friends for extended periods of time.
This weekend I hanged out a lot with my pregnant friend who is visiting from my hometown. Spent many hours together
It was very fun. We laughed a lot, did fun things and yes, she being pregnant same age as me, from a man she loves and who is crazy about her, in what sounds like a very sane relationship, very much inspired me and showed me that my dream can come true.
tonight we had dinner with a friend of hers and that was already too much for me.
I need my own space to dream.
Im blessed in different areas, and a lot of things come easily to me, where many people struggle. And I dont want to feel bad for being blessed. Especially as I know its also thanks to my using LOA
Basically many people inspire me, but I need to take them in small doses in this period, bc non of the people around me is living the life I dream of fully.
Full of health, love, passion wealth and spirituality. Happily married +2 (or more) with a dose of fame.
Now that I think of it, this is why sometimes I need to look at celebs for inspiration as sometimes I feel like they are more suitable role models for me then the people around me.
Sometimes I feel like thats the path Im on...
I have no desire to be famous as in recognizable on the street, but I do wish for my work to be well known and to touch many people.
There are a few highly successful celebs who dont settle on their family lives either. many of them use LOA very intentionally