It's been a few days since I had a block that I couldn't unblock regarding some money. I felt that block in my solar plexus and couldn't clear it. My brain was going nuts. I kept manifesting a little bit of money here and there, often and little. Today I decided to get involved intellectually in some game so that my brain would give less f**k about that money. I got the call exactly when I forgot about it. I know that I forgot about it because I was confused for a few seconds when I saw the name coming up on the screen of the phone. Went something like "Who? Aaaa... that guy! Why is he calling?
" a little pause for thinking and then I was "Aaaa... the money!
Brain kept the block on. Brain forgot. Block cleared.
Brain is onto me real hard these days since it knows I've identified the problems it creates. I want to use it, not it to use me. It has no chance of winning.
I got a cool thought today that goes something like: "You've got XY years of life, use the time wisely". Gives me a whole new perspective on life.
What else? I "forgot" an important "little" thing. Remembered today. A little bit of feeling sustained makes a big difference. Sat on a bench and intended to feel peace and relaxation. Did it for 3 minutes. Made a difference in my whole day.
Got an idea for an interesting feeling to practice for the next nights, before going asleep. Last time I practiced that feeling... well... I won't tell you
Let's see what brain has to say about that feeling. It would have to be an idiot to resist it.