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Old 09-10-2011, 11:43 PM   #4 (permalink)
SlicK
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It's been a few days since I had a block that I couldn't unblock regarding some money. I felt that block in my solar plexus and couldn't clear it. My brain was going nuts. I kept manifesting a little bit of money here and there, often and little. Today I decided to get involved intellectually in some game so that my brain would give less f**k about that money. I got the call exactly when I forgot about it. I know that I forgot about it because I was confused for a few seconds when I saw the name coming up on the screen of the phone. Went something like "Who? Aaaa... that guy! Why is he calling?" a little pause for thinking and then I was "Aaaa... the money!" ANSWER!

Brain kept the block on. Brain forgot. Block cleared.

Brain is onto me real hard these days since it knows I've identified the problems it creates. I want to use it, not it to use me. It has no chance of winning.

I got a cool thought today that goes something like: "You've got XY years of life, use the time wisely". Gives me a whole new perspective on life.

What else? I "forgot" an important "little" thing. Remembered today. A little bit of feeling sustained makes a big difference. Sat on a bench and intended to feel peace and relaxation. Did it for 3 minutes. Made a difference in my whole day.

Got an idea for an interesting feeling to practice for the next nights, before going asleep. Last time I practiced that feeling... well... I won't tell you

Let's see what brain has to say about that feeling. It would have to be an idiot to resist it.
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