 Resurrection of exes.
Resurrection of exes.
Past 2 days the past 3 men I have loved and desired romantically, but it didnt work out, have contacted me.
One who I havent spoken to since March, Another who I havent seen since June, and the latest one who we have had no contact for 6 weeks.
All 3 expressed interest in meeting up...
Kinda weird.
But Ive changed. So much has changed in the past 30 days. Been giving myself more attention instead of to my career.
Last night I met one of these exes (#3) bc we were invited to a bday party.
Funny the invitation came out of the blue, ten min after he called...
So we all met in a bar. First thing he said to me was "wow! You look amazing! Somethings changed about you!" I ordered a drink and the barman said- "Its ok, dont pay, its on me". And my ex said "yeah, if you look like that Im surprised you pay for anything at all" haha
All these 3 men left me wanting more, and feeling insecure and unloved, a victim.
but my confidence has risen lately. because Ive been loving myself a lot more. Im no longer needy and I feel confident enough to give them love unconditionally. Im no longer interested in a relationship with any of them, as I know its impossible, but still I appreciate all they gave me.
Last time I saw last nights ex I was begging him to be with me. I was a mess... But as I said so much has changed since then....
Also met another guy last night. He actually asked me if my career was more a priority or a relationship right now. i said a relationship. He took my #...
Not sure hes my type but Ill see...
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